Just call me Captain Planet!

It’s nearly midnight and I’ve just come back in from taking out the recycling, something that I always do in the dark. Mainly because I don’t want the neighbours to see how much alcohol I drink. There are only so many times you can have a Christmas party before someone suggests you have a problem. Especially when it’s May. 

The environment is becoming a huge political hot potato, albeit one that was heated in a solar-powered oven made from mud. We are constantly bombarded with messages of how little time we’ve got left and how we are on the cusp of Armageddon.

The straws

Don’t worry though everyone, it’s all going to be okay, because we’ve changed the straws.

For all these years I thought we were helping the turtles, I assumed they were all just out there having the time of their lives. We’d already melted their ice; we’d sent them the straws. We were probably going to send them the gin next, but David Attenborough blew the whistle on it.

I know we had to change the plastic straws, but we are just giving lip service to the wider problems; quite literally.

These cardboard ones aren’t the answer though. Of all the materials that are suitable for being submerged underwater, cardboard would be way down that list. I’d like to say that these new straws sucked, but they don’t even do that. They have all the structural integrity of a catheter tube. Ten seconds in a diet coke and it just gives up, it’s like trying to smoke a roll-up in the shower.

I don’t know what the answer is. Maybe we just have to put up with it, or I suppose we could drink from the glass, you know, as the grown up’s do.

That said, I defy anyone to successfully drink a McDonald’s milkshake with a paper straw. I go through about three on a large one, which is insane, I shouldn’t have to do a drink in instalments. By the time I got to the end, the thing has started to disintegrate in my mouth like a wet toilet roll.  

I could have my own re-usable straw I suppose, just like you do with a water bottle or coffee cup. Soon we’ll probably have our own cutlery and plates with us too, it’ll look like we are all on a permanent Duke of Edinburgh expedition.   

We need to have bigger changes than this. Otherwise, we’ll be sat there on top of a skyscraper in fifty years’ time, tidal waves lapping at our feet, watching cattle float by like driftwood, sipping that same milkshake thinking, “Well I just don’t understand, we changed the straws?”

Extinction Rebellion

The emergence of the protest group extinction rebellion shows just how much anxiety there is around the issue of the environment.

The group was formed after founder members met at a Psychedelic Drugs retreat. That’s quite impressive, normally most people who spend most of the day off their face can’t even organise a trip to the all-night garage never mind a political movement.

Recently an anti-terror chief said that extinction rebellion should be treated as a terrorist organisation, really?

I mean they cause disruption; I grant you that, but it’s hardly on a par with ISIS is it?

You couldn’t be radicalised by Extinction Rebellion.

“Oh yes, we started to notice his behaviour change. He would often wander around the house switching off lights and turning down the thermostat. He’d spend all day in his room, watching Greta Thunberg Speeches and just silently recycling. Then, two weeks later he totally flipped and tried to hijack that oil tanker with a gluten-free breadstick”

Shamed into action

Like most things, with the environment I think we need to be shamed into doing something, it’s the only way. That’s why a teenager like Greta is having such an impact. We feel embarrassed when our own kids make us look like morons never mind someone else’s.

When I have a dental appointment, the day before I suddenly start caring about my teeth, I brush till my gums bleed, floss, gargle mouthwash; all so I don’t get told off by my dentist. Cleaning the house is the same. Some days I arrange for people to come and visit me, just so I have no choice but to get off my arse and do the hoovering. This is what we need to do for the Environment.

“Right I’m going now, but I’ll be back on Friday to look at your environment, don’t let me down”

We’d have it sorted in record time.

Diet

The problem is we need to make changes in every aspect of our lives and that’s going to take time. 

Processed meat is a problem, the energy used in making it is enormous and it’s not good for your health either. It’ll soon be seen as the new cigarettes. 

They’ll be sausage shelters outside pubs, people vaping a couple of Cumberland’s, using wafer-thin ham as nicotine patches, passing a burger patty in their palm like a clandestine drug deal. Outside in the darkened alleyways, they’ll be suspicious characters hanging around in long trench coats, “Hey bro, wanna buy a griddle?” “I’ve got a George Forman in the van”

Experts have said we’ll have to eat insects, they already are piloting the idea in dog food. Of course, that’ll work, most dogs spend all day sniffing each other’s bumholes, so they’ll hardly be phased about tucking into a locust and cricket buffet. For the rest of us, it may be a challenge. I like to think of myself as a bit of a foodie, someone with a sense of adventure. That said I wouldn’t like to have to eat a bush tucker trial every night. I’d rather ring for a Domino’s.

I think we’d all be vegetarian if we had to hunt the animals ourselves. I can’t be arsed to walk to my Sainsburys local at the end of the road so there’s no chance of me going out and trying to spear a wildebeest. Put it this way, within an hour I’d be eyeing up next doors dog.

There are people in America who live on Roadkill, they only eat what they find at the side of the road, they think it’s more ethical. That’s fine for the main course, but I bet pudding is a problem. They end up walking miles with a dessert spoon looking for a lemon meringue pie that’s been hit by a bus.

Our children

We are worried about the next generation. They are pumped full of guilt and fear, and so they should, it’s partly their fault. Having a kid is terrible for the environment. They produce sixty tonnes of CO2 per year, that’s more than a herd of Friesians. At least cows are useful; you can’t milk a toddler!

For the first few years all they do is consume, food, energy, and resources. The amount of arts and crafts they do alone is an environmental travesty. I’m surprised Greenpeace hasn’t been involved.

Every day my three-year-old comes home with more things she’s made at playgroup. It’s a nightmare, I can’t throw it away because she’ll know it’s gone and I can’t recycle it because it’s just a congealed mess of glue, lollipop sticks, paper and glitter. So, it just builds up, my fridge door is straining at the hinges with the weight of this poorly executed emotional landfill.

They are using up more resources than the US at the height of the industrial revolution.

“look, daddy, I’ve made you another picture of a sheep in dried pasta”

It’s no wonder free school meals are in crisis, stop sticking the stuff on paper and cook it!

I swear the things they make are getting bigger, it’s a conspiracy to stop you from throwing it all away. They started as A4 cards, then a painted plate. The week after it was a wooden spatula, by the end of term they’ll be sending them out the door with a sequin-covered surfboard.

My eldest daughter Olivia, is a vegetarian, at nine years old. She’s doing it both for ethical and environmental reasons. These dietary requirements are something my parents never had to deal with. At her birthday party this year it was a nightmare. We had two vegetarians a vegan, someone who was wheat intolerant and a celiac. I don’t know where we’re having her party next year, probably Holland and Barret. It’ll just be sixteen bored kids, sitting there playing pass the parsley for three hours.

Disposable society

We live in a disposable society where we just endlessly consume and things cost more to repair than replace and that’s fundamentally wrong.

Our Tumble dryer broker recently, so I got in touch with the company:

“Don’t worry Mr Bennett for £15.99, a month, we can repair your tumble dryer and that will also cover you for all future problems”

My life insurance is £8.99 a month. I told my wife Jemma, “Can you believe it darling, to repair this tumble dryer it’s going to be twice the price of my life insurance” she looked at me and said, “Yeah, but the thing is, we couldn’t live without that tumble dryer” 

In many ways I am like a tumble dryer, in that I regularly breakdown, get quite hot and I collect fluff in my belly button, but how can it be worth more than my life?

I wanted to repair it myself, I’m fairly practical, but it was impossible. The manufacturers don’t want you to. I couldn’t even get into the thing!

There are many screws that the designers could have used, ones that fit, say a conventional screwdriver. But no, my tumble dryer has a screw with a head on it that can only be turned by the toenail of a Komodo dragon! Not a flat-head, not a crosshead, this one is like a weird triangle, who built this thing? the Illuminati?

Before we start trying to tackle bigger issues facing our planet, we need to have a change in our behaviour as a society not just as individuals. It needs to be a huge global effort in collective thinking; rather than being led by these huge companies who consistently look to put their profits ahead of the planet.

Knock knock! Halloween is upon us!

In just a fortnights time our streets will be teaming with youngsters, all wearing costumes and face paint, marauding through the local community, angrily making their demands. No, I’m not talking about the next protest from Extinction Rebellion; I’m referring of course, to Halloween.

I’m baffled as to why it seems to be such a big deal these days? I think it’s the closest us Brits get to having an affinity with the Americans, apart from our growing obesity problem and embarrassment with our political leaders. It’s a major feature on the calendar now. The kids get excited like its Christmas and it nearly rivals Easter when it comes to the calorie count.

When I was a kid back in the 1980’s Halloween wasn’t even a thing. I can only remember going trick or treating a few times. The first time was when I was about three years of age, a mere amateur in the game. My parents took a photo of the occasion. I was there sporting a massive black bin bag, with skeleton bones crudely drawn on the front in Tippex, I looked like a walking ISIS flag. I was wearing my father’s wellingtons as they were black and presumably my Fireman Sam ones didn’t have the required scare factor. I was sat in my Batman go-kart and my poor dad was pulling me round the streets with a rope. I think I was the only Trick or Treater to be chauffer driven.

The second time I was about 12, which in trick or treater years is approaching retirement. I was with a friend and went trick or treating around his estate. It was a strange night. The only people to answer the door were his parents, his grandma and one of his highly religious neighbours, who gave us a little note of some bible scripture, warning us against dabbling with the occult. My mate ate it as he thought it might be some sugar paper, it wasn’t but he’s now a fully qualified vicar so it was certainly laced with something.  

They even have zombie walks through town centres now. Hundreds of people, walking with a vacant stare, moaning and groaning. I’ve seen it in Nottingham many times, although not exclusively on Halloween.  

I often wonder if trick or treating is different in really posh areas. The kids would probably only be able to do two houses as it would take half an hour to walk up the driveways. They’d all be dressed in designer Halloween costumes, a little off the shoulder gothic number by Gucci, with a swan hanging around their neck like a scarf and they wouldn’t say trick or treat, it would be “Hoodwink or delicacy?”

Unless its Green and Blacks 80% organic fair-trade chocolate, they’d not accept it and the tricks would be a little different too, something more in-keeping with the area “I say sir, haven’t you heard, house prices here are set to plummet by 5%!”

I have two children, nine and three, strange names but easy to remember. They both love Halloween. At my eldest daughters’ school last year for Halloween they were allowed to go school in fancy dress, she said to me “daddy I want to go as something really scary” so I had a think about it and sent her as an Ofsted inspector.

We don’t send them out on their own trick or treating, it’s a different world now. So, we have to accompany them like a pair of weird bouncers. Waiting at the bottom of the driveways and mouthing an embarrassed “sorry” as they storm into our neighbour’s hallways to mug them of all the Haribo they have.

Last year we underestimated the confidence of some of these kids. Once they had wedged their welly in your doorway, they were in. Some of them walked away with more sweets than a Cineworld Pick ‘n’ Mix. By six o’clock we had run out of the hard stuff and had to resort to giving kids’ cereal bars and breadsticks. I swear we were three children away from chopping up carrots. You should have seen the kids fades when I had to dissect a Malteser three ways with a kitchen knife.

The street I live on really embraces Halloween, because the demographic is mainly young families. It started out quite low-key, a couple of pumpkins, maybe a cobweb here and there. A morning at Costa and a WhatsApp group later and its now Grand Designs meets Friday the 13^th. It’s a competition in one-upmanship. We’ve got gravestones in gardens, smoke machines and spooky music on Bluetooth speakers. Last year one resident had the idea of putting a life size dummy of a killer clown in the front seat of their people carrier. It was a nice touch until one child had a panic attack, I think they are still in therapy now.

I don’t know where this madness is going to end? I wouldn’t be surprised if my wife tries to convince me to bury myself in the garden in the first week of October, with nothing but a paper straw to breathe through. She’d tell the children I was working away and then on Halloween night, as soon as the first bars of Michael Jacksons “Thriller” are blasted across the garden, I would emerge from the soil like one of the Living Dead.  

Every year whole families dress up to answer the door. Although there is always the reluctant dad, hovering in the background who isn’t really in the spirit. He’s just got in from work and he’s knackered, so his costume often consists of a black dressing gown and a pair of Gruffalo slippers. There is nothing really scary about that look, unless his dressing gown happens to flap open, then its utterly terrifying.

Towards the end of the evening we tend to get the stragglers coming, to pick off the last of the sweets. These are the kids who are too old for the tick or treating game. The ones who have worn the tread on the tyres, jaded old hacks who should know better. The cut-off point is when the One Show into music starts, everyone knows that. Once the pumpkin is extinguished it’s over. Yet they still come, all charged up on e-numbers, mobile phones lighting their faces like low budget ET;s and hammer the doorbell. I expect the reason they were late is because some of them are old enough to be working at Subway and they needed to finish their shifts first.

The carving of the pumpkin is something I try to involve the children in. It’s a calmer, more traditional taste of Halloween. We tend to go to our local farm to buy a pumpkin. Everyone knows this is a total rip off. I wouldn’t even be surprised if that farmer hasn’t grown any of them. He’s probably gone to the cash and carry, bought a shedload for a few quid. Stuck them in the field for a day, rubbed on a bit of mud and voila, middle class families in designer wellies and gilets come along and pay fifteen quid a pop.  

I love carving the pumpkins. I plan it out, make a template and get out my pumpkin tools from the shed. The only bit I dislike is scooping out the pumpkin’s brains, the slimy threads between your fingers and those bloody seeds that go everywhere.

The kids try and carve, but ultimately, they get bored. They start off with such big ideas, “I’m going to carve Harry Potters face into this one daddy!” “I’m going to do a full-scale picture of Hogwarts in mine daddy!” this all fades away at record speed when they realise how difficult it is to cut into and all we end up with is two pumpkins with a glory hole in them.

This years Halloween will be very different, I won’t be able to celebrate it as I am performing my tour show “Leap Year” (tickets available at www.scottbennettcomedy.co.uk/tour.html yes this is a plug) in Amersham, Hertfordshire.

Let’s hope that it’s a treat for me and not a trick where no one turns up. Or worse than that, one person turns up, in fancy dress as the grim reaper, which I have to admit would be rather poetic.

That date also marks the official day when we are meant to be leaving Europe. Halloween seems appropriate for that event too, let’s hope the government have managed to score a better deal than a bucket of Haribo a cereal bar and a couple of carrot sticks.

Slices of cucumber and a hot flannel

With the state of the world at the moment it’s no wonder we are all craving a bit of time away from it.

The environment is ruined, our political leaders have as much direction as a drunk man urinating into a Dyson Hand Dryer. Instagram is full of validation junkies, Facebook is prying into our private lives and Twitter is dominated by idiots who can’t stop arguing, unaware that they may as well be screaming into their own duvets for all the good it’s doing.

We all feel the urge to escape and that is even more powerful if you have children.

I see parents every weekend in comedy clubs, I can spot them a mile off. This isn’t just a night out for these guys, this is everything, this has been in the google calendar since January. They’ve been drinking since half four and they’ll be still going at 4am, kebab in one hand and using the other to do Jagerbombs off the top of the bin.

I have a friend and he has five kids, its brutal. He’s now been insulating his loft for a year and a half. I don’t think he’ll ever finish it. I bet he has his dinner up there, puts a perimeter of open Stanley Knives all round him to stop the kids from coming up. I like to think he has an iPad stowed away behind a roof tile and he just whiles away the hours, tucked up in the insulation watching an entire season of Line of Duty. The loft is the highest point in the house too, the only way he could be any further away from his family was if he sat on the chimney pot next to the Sky dish. Its like he’s left but he’s still there too.

I have two children and I will regularly tell my wife Jemma that I am going to put the bin out, then I just go and stand behind my own shed, for about 45 minutes. It’s the only thing I’ve got now. I make a proper night of it. I’ve got beers chilling in the waterbutt, a buffet laid out on the trampoline, I even take the baby monitor, just so I can hear her struggling with both kids. This is obviously all a joke by the way, I wouldn’t do that. Its only got a 150M range, it doesn’t work.

A Spa Day is often a popular way of unwinding in this hectic world.

For my 40^th birthday, my wife decided to treat us both to one. I’d never been to one before. The last time I went to a Spa was to pick up the Daily Mirror, a Lottery Ticket and a Drifter (the chocolate bar, not a homeless man) so this was all new to me.

On the way there I did consider starting a big row in the car, just so we’d get our money’s worth. Well there’s no point in taking your car in for a valet if it’s already clean is there?

Imagine that, both of us walking into the reception, just yelling at each other, drowning out the sound of “The best of pan pipe moods volume 2”

“You’re an idiot, I hate you, honestly who hides behind a shed!”

“Hi it’s Mr and Mrs Bennett we are here for the pamper day, good luck unravelling this tension with some cucumber and a hot flannel”

I couldn’t believe what I saw when we pulled into the grounds of the hotel.

There were just people wondering around in their dressing gowns and slippers, it looked like visiting time in a psychiatric hospital.

I thought, “she’s had me sectioned for my birthday”. I half expected to turn around and see her just speeding out the gates.

It was like One flew over the cuckoo’s nest. People were walking arm in arm, presumably being taken back to the ward for an afternoon dose of Prosecco.  

We queued up in silence at the buffet, holding out our tiny plates. I swear at one point I saw one lady just dribbling into the coleslaw, all zoned out after four hours of Reiki.  

I spent all day in my dressing gown, I thought, this is what it must be like to be unemployed!

Come on, be honest, it’s one in the afternoon and you’re sat in your dressing gown watching Homes under The Hammer and eating honey nut loops, you’re not the CEO of Google, you’re either unemployed, or a comedian!

It’s amazing how quickly you become comfortable with being half naked in front of complete strangers. I don’t like answering the door to the postman if I’m not dressed but there I was lying half naked on a wicker sofa, with Roger and Marjorie from the Cotswolds, helping them with the times crossword.

At one point I totally forgot where I was, Jemma leaned in, “I you enjoying it here?” I said “I am” “Well take your hands out of your pants then”

My little working-class face was in awe, I felt like I’d climbed the social ladder. I particularly enjoyed sneering at the all the Groupon people, especially at that moment when they’ve realised, they’ve effectively paid £50 for a posh swim.  

I sat and ate a three-course meal in my dressing gown too. I spilt some Gravy on the front, which made for a tense afternoon. Everywhere I went I felt the need to explain it to people.

 “It’s gravy, honest, I’m just clumsy, please get back in the hot tub, I wasn’t the 2 o’clock colonic, please it’s gravy, look taste it, its gravy!”

I decided I wanted a massage; I’d never had one before. As soon as I got in there though, I instantly regretted it.

The masseuse was a Glaswegian woman, called Jaqui and let me tell you, that is was as threatening as it sounds. That is not the accent for that job!

I have never been so scared in my entire life. When I got in the room, she was stood there with her clipboard, wearing a black tunic, which I swear had blood stains on.

Then she spoke:

“Ya alright Mr Bennett, my names Jaqui, I’m your masseuse for the next hour. Why don’t you get yerself on ma bed, put your face in the hole, roll down those wee shorts, close your eyes and just relax….”

I just nodded and did what she said, I thought as long as I do what she says, I’ll stand a chance of seeing the kids again.

I remembered the first rule of any hostage situation, always keep the captor talking:

“Sorry Jaqui, I’m a bit nervous, this is my first time, I don’t normally pay for it”

“Pay for what?” Jaqui said.

“A massage, my wife normally does it, but you can’t beat getting a pro to do it can you…..erm, professional I mean….erm”

“Don’t be nervous Mr Bennett, you ain’t got nothing I haven’t already seen before”

I thought, “Christ, she’s hacked my phone too!”

“So, before we start is there anything you’d like to tell me?”

I said nothing, I might be a lot of things but I’m no grass.

Jacqui was a small woman but my god she was strong. She massaged me like I owed her money.

She really went for it.

“How’s that pressure for yer?”

“Lovely Jaqui, it’s a little bit close to the windpipe though!”

It was so tense; the room was silent. I’m staring at the floor; my face is wedged in the hole and all I could hear was my own heartbeat and a slapping noise, as Jaqui pushed around my own back fat. 

She offered me a range of oils to choose from, ones to soothe, ones to invigorate and ones to stimulate the muscles. “What’s that one on the end?” I said, “That’s no for you, that’s Crisp ‘n’ Dry, that’s ma shopping”

I just picked one, I didn’t care; because at that point I was doing what most men do in a massage situation, because things, unplanned things, had started to happen.

One muscle had been stimulated a bit more than all the rest.

If you are a female a massage is nothing but relaxation, you drift off into a zen like state of bliss. Men aren’t wired that way. For us, all it becomes is a struggle, an hour-long battle to hold in that fart and hold down that erection. The fact is, we don’t like being fiddled with unless its going to lead somewhere.

I’m now biting on the towel, my butt cheeks have gone numb, I’m trying to distract myself by looking at Jaqui’s toes. Trying to imagine there my own mothers’ toes. I even did the full “this little piggy went to market routine”, but nothing was working.

Then Jaqui said the one sentence I didn’t want to hear, the one that made me wish I’d have stayed in the hot-tub or stayed in the lounge with Roger and Marjorie:

“Right Mr Bennett, its time to flip you over”

I was panicking now, I was just thinking, “FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, NOT NOW JACQUI!!!, I will take your eye out here, I will knock the glasses from your face, I’m primed like a plate dispenser!”

When I met up with Jemma later, she asked me how it went. “Not bad I said, I think I prefer it when you do it though. Next time I’ll stick to the pedicures”

Keep on running

I should have gone for a run tonight, but I failed, like I do every single time.

I’m sat here now, watching Netflix with a beer and feeling that creeping guilt cloak me like a dirty dressing gown.

It’s okay, I’ll go tomorrow.

I’m forty now and I know I need to look after myself, I’ve noticed that recently my body has started working against me, sabotaging itself to try and slow me down. I put on weight just by saying “Greggs”, I pulled a muscle in my back when I sneezed and my bladder is weaker than the plot of Hollyoaks.

This coupled with my frankly uncontrollable eyebrow and ear hair, means that some mornings I often wake up looking like I’m my own Grandad.  

Having a child under the age of four means you have no choice but to look after yourself, they run you ragged. If we ever go to a soft play centre, I have to go in with her, there is no Coffee and a catch up for me. It’s two brutal hours on my hands and knees, cargo nets cutting into my feet and the humiliation of holding up a queue of impatient toddlers as I try to squeeze my beer gut through a multi-coloured mangle.

I am a comedian, which means I work late nights and at 2am there are no healthy options. In the services the Waitrose shutters are down, Costa has run out of salads and the only thing on offer is food so unhealthy, that as you’re eating it you can literally hear your heart begging you to stop. If the bag it came in has gone translucent due to the amount of grease, you can only imagine what it is doing to your insides.

One of the staff at the Leicester Forest Services Burger King called me by my name the other day, if that’s not a worrying sign then I don’t know what is.

Yes, I could take a salad with me, some freshly prepared pasta perhaps. The only problem is it tends to lose that freshness when it’s been rattling around under the seat of my Kia Sportswagon for four hours.  

“Take a Coolbox Scott!” I hear you say, No, I’m going to work not on a scouting weekend.

I need to run because I was overweight before, when I was at university. Apparently, even if you’ve lost the weight, your body still retains those fat cells. They are just waiting to come out of retirement, like a boxer making a comeback, they are like that over bearing Grandma, forcing you to have that second helping of trifle before she’ll let you leave. 

Running has been the only thing that has worked. I like swimming, but not in a cocktail of diluted urine and old plasters. The gym intimidates me. The first time I went I saw a man bench pressing, making noises like he was about to give birth and his mate straddling his head with his genitals almost brushing his face, shouting encouragement.    

Once I had the ridiculous notion that I could work out at home, in my shed, I even bought some dumbbells to use. The only time I’ve lifted them since, was to move them out of the way to get to the BBQ.

I’ve tried spinning, which just seemed to be an hour of frantic pedalling on an exercise bike to a 90’s trance record, whilst being yelled at by a man who was dismissed from the army for being “a bit too aggressive”

Much as I despise it, running is the easiest exercise to fit around my chaotic lifestyle. A pair of trainers and a basic sense of direction is all you need.

The running community is quite bizarre though. They love to tell you how far they run and how often. “I only did three miles today” “right?” “Yeah, need to do a long one at the weekend really” “Brilliant, thanks for that mate” “Yeah, I’m going to go and run down near the canal” “Wow, that’s great, is there any way one could follow this exciting venture?” “there is yes, I’ll put it all on Facebook!” “ah, of course you will.”

It’s all about the technology now. A runner these days is like a terminator in trainers. There is “Map my run” Fitbit statistics, Couch to 5K. These are all designed to help you to get fit and more importantly make you feel superior to your lazy friends.

Historically running was seen as a punishment, at school everyone lived in fear of that cross-country run. Endless laps of a dog dirt riddled field whilst the teacher followed you round, heckling you for being fat, skinny, tiny, tall, ginger or southern.

The fashion in running has changed too. Go and chat to some older runners. They’ll tell you stories of how they did the London Marathon in less than three hours with nothing but a flask of Bovril and a pair of Dunlop Greenflash.

Now runners have glow in the dark tops, flashing LED headbands, trainers with Ipods in them, when they come towards you, they are lit up like a couple of wheezing gritters.

Some of the running gear that you can buy for the amateur runner is ridiculous. Compression socks are a thing now. They are tight-fitting knee-high socks that are designed to stimulate blood flow to the major organs to improve performance by 2-5%. A vital advantage, I think you’ll agree, when you are toddling round the estate past the chippy on a Friday night.

I am always a victim of the dreaded runners’ trots when I go for a run.

It’s hardly surprising that this happens really. Your body is under stress, your internal organs are having a pillow fight, it’s no wonder that the coffee and muffin you had for breakfast is fast tracked through your colon quicker than an Etonian at an investment bank.

It is a fact that Colon cancer is less amongst runners, mainly because you are giving yourself an enema every time you go out.

I make sure my route always takes me past a pub, that way if I am caught short, I can always nip in. It’s always a bit awkward, going in a pub just to poo. I try and pretend that I’m just out for a casual drink. Waddling through the mass of drinkers, dressed head to toe in bright yellow Lycra, as if it’s completely normal, like I’ve planned it all “Yep see you down the Red Lion at seven John, I’ll just put my tights on pal, myself and my chafed nipples can’t wait to see you, I’ll have a pint of Lucozade!”

I just wish I loved running; it would be so much easier. I’ve realised that my thought process when I am thinking about going for a run is always the same.

I wake up, my alarm goes off, its 7am.

“Right, get your trainers on and get this run out of the way”

“I’m too tired, I need sleep, that’s just as important, I’ll go later, I’ll go at lunchtime”

Its 12.30pm, my wife and daughter are tucking into their sandwiches, I’m starving.

“What if I don’t eat today? what if I just put that kit on and wander round the house?"

"Maybe I can trick my body into thinking it’s been for one?”

“No, I can’t run now anyway, I’m too hungry, I’ll go in the afternoon, before the school run”

2pm:

“I can’t go now what if that parcel comes that I’m waiting for? I’ll go tonight, before dinner”

6pm:

My wife comes in with fish and chips,

“Do you want any? Or are you going for that run?”

“No, I’ll go when the kids are in bed”

“Pass me the curry sauce”

9pm:

“Right, get your trainers on, this is ridiculous”

“It’s started raining now, I’ll go in the morning, I’ll set the alarm for 5am, I’ll have a raw egg like Rocky, I’ll do ten miles, I’ll not stop until I vomit!”

The following day, my alarm sounds, its 5 am. I get up, put my running gear on, get out of the house, I make it halfway down the street, it’s happening, I’m actually out for a run!!!

“Oh god, I think I need a poo….”

We are all born artists

Pablo Picasso famously said, “All children are artists. The problem is how to remain an artist once he grows up”

This is totally true. Children approach everything in life with an unbridled sense of joy which is both inspirational and irritating in equal measure. We lose this as adults, as life gradually kicks the enthusiasm out of us. You wake up, it’s a rainy Monday morning, you’re hungover, trapped in a loveless marriage, facing yet another frustrating day as a middle manager in a photocopier business in Hull. The last thing you want to do is to stand and stare in awe out of your front room window, to appreciate the simple wonder of a bin lorry making its way down the street.

We recently went on a family holiday and I’m using the term “holiday” loosely. There is no such thing as a holiday when you have a young family, it’s essentially just stress on tour. You go from your house, where you all have your own space and comfort and go and live together all in one room, for two weeks, like the Bucket Family in Charlie and The Chocolate Factory. That isn’t a relaxing break, that’s like you’ve been temporarily rehoused after a flood. They shouldn’t give you duvets, just foil blankets, you don’t need room service you need the red cross!

You don’t realise how noisy your kids are until you all have to sleep in one room. How can a two-year-old snore? They are T-Total, have hairless nostrils, yet mine sounded like Gollum with a head cold!

Your bedtime is their bedtime too, that’s so weird. My wife and I were laid next to each other in the dark, all wired and awake, “I can’t sleep” she said, “neither can I it’s ten to seven, the One Show hasn’t even started yet!” People said to us, try keeping the kids up. No, we’ve tried that they go feral, they start fighting and crying, screaming at each other across the hotel lobby whilst people are trying to check in, it’s like a hen night without the gin.

As parents most of your holiday is spent huddled in the bathroom, that’s like your own little apartment. It’s ten o’clock at night and you find yourself sitting there on the toilet, just drinking a box of wine, eating a buffet off the side of the bath. Rockstar’s chop out lines of cocaine in a hotel bathroom, I’m cutting carrot into sticks.

You get jealous of the childless couple in the room next door, “they’re loud aren’t they? I wonder what they are doing?”

“Each other probably, like we used too, remember that?” you both stare wistfully into the distance, imagining what that would be like, then one of you breaks the silence, “fancy another game of travel Scrabble?” “yeah, whose legs are we balancing the board on?”

We came back shattered too, because the youngest always came and slept in bed with us. She’d always say, “Daddy I’m scared, I’ve had a nightmare” I felt like saying, “So, have I mate, what’s yours about? mine started in 2016, looks exactly like you and it doesn’t end even when I’m awake. But why don’t you pop in here with us and for the next eight hours, just use my back as a treadmill. I love the way you position yourself just at the perfect height to kick me repeatably in the kidneys until the sun rises.

She’s doing so many miles on my back at one point I swear my wife started sponsoring her. I always know when the holiday is coming to an end because it’s the same day, I start to see blood in my urine, that first wee of the morning was like Darth Vader’s light sabre!

The kids just gradually take over the bed, it’s like sleeping with a military occupation. They are like dictators in Peppa Pig pyjamas. I spent the whole night clinging on to the edge of the bed. The only thing that kept me there was the suction from my own clenched arse cheeks.

It was on this holiday however, that I noticed this zest for life that the children have and it made me re-evaluate my attitude to things.

We had a key card for our hotel room door and this blew the kids minds. A simple plastic card, a door handle and a little green light, that was like Disneyland to them. Every day they had to take it in turns, one of them would take the card, we’d all have to leave the room. They then would approach the door, put the card in, we’d marvel at the little light, they would open the door, we’d all walk into the room, one child one give the card to the other one, we’d then back out of the room again and repeat the process again….six times a day. We spent more time in that corridor than we did in the room!

If you did this as an adult people would tell you to grow up!

I feel that they do need to reign in this excitement. Life is going to be such a disappointment. If they carry on like this, the first time they do drugs their heads will fall off and no doubt a plastic card will be involved there too.

I have realised the best way I can be a role model to my kids is to approach life with positivity and joy, what other choice do we have? As adults we need to be more like the kids with the key card, reconnecting with those experiences in life that make us happy. So, I’m making changes, tomorrow morning I’ll be up at eight, singing and whistling and marvelling at the majesty of that bin lorry from my window.

Cruising for a boozing

Congratulations, some of you who are reading this article, have almost made it through to the end of “Dry January.” A whole month without booze, they’ll certainly be a celebration when it’s over. Not just for you, but for the rest of your family too. They have had to endure a month of your miserable face sulking round the house, looking at all that left-over festive booze and moaning about not being able to touch a drop.

I think because we are British, this is an even greater achievement as we have a real issue with alcohol. As a comedian I often have to walk through city centres late at night and it’s like The Dawn of The Dead. There are couples screaming at each other, men trying to pick up their mates in an impromptu show of strength, people rocking back and forth in the kebab shop, hypnotised by a spinning slab of meat. Then there’s little old me, sober as Mother Teresa, trying to make it back to my car with my flask and tuna sandwiches.

Us Brits can turn any event into an excuse for a boozy doo. Wedding? have a drink, Funeral? have a drink, finished the decorating? have a drink, it’s Tuesday, have a drink. I was in an airport recently and in there is where we really go for it. It’s like we are all on some sort of perpetual stag weekend.

You never hear this conversation anywhere but in an airport:

“Dave, what time is it?”

“Ten to four in the morning”

“Do you fancy a pint?”

“Yeah, why not, we are on holiday!”

No, you’re not mate, you’ve gone nowhere, you’re still in the East Midlands. Through those automatic doors this is a drink problem, what are you doing!

Surely the last place you want to be hammered is 36,000 feet in a glorified tin can. What if you are the key passenger who has to lead everyone else to safety in the event of an incident? You’ve been drinking since 4 am, it took you an hour to open that packet of kettle chips, how are you going to cope with an emergency exit and an inflatable slide?

We don’t do this with other forms of transport. You don’t see anyone drinking cans of Kestral at 6am before getting on the 38 bus to Long Eaton? Well you do actually, sorry that’s a bad example, but to be fair if I had to drive that bus route too, I’d have a drink.

In that terminal building the rules don’t apply. It wouldn’t work at home would it? Imagine it’s the middle of the night and your partner suddenly wakes you up:

“Here, get up…..”

“What time is it?”

“Ten to four in the morning”

“Is the house on fire?”

 “No, I just wondered… do you fancy a pint?”

“No…I’m asleep, what’s wrong with you, I want to dream! I don’t want to drink,”

“Come on, I’ve lined up a couple of Jager bombs on top of the dishwasher, I thought we could make a night of it!”

“I’m at work in three hours you lunatic!!”

I realised I do most of my drinking under the radar, I don’t mean laid on the runway, I mean when I’m cooking. Specifically, Sunday lunch. I am part of a section of society who the government are the most worried about. The “black ops drinkers”, the “Gin O’clock brigade” who are just as reckless but contain it in the cul-de-sac behind the bay window with the floral curtains. Apparently 84% of us drink and cook, the other 16% are probably down the pub.

I love cooking and drinking, it’s amazing. It’s like normal boozing but instead of a hangover you’re left with a slow cooked lamb shoulder and seasonal vegetables. Occasionally you have to chase the last few drinks with a shot of Gaviscon, but that’s as bad as it gets. To the outside world you’re still a diligent parent, providing a meal for your family, however in reality you’re smashing your way through that drink’s cabinet like a teenager whose parents have left them home alone for the very first time.

My night out starts at 10am on a Sunday morning, as soon as Andrew Marr says goodbye, I pour myself a sneaky glass of wine, “Thank you, Mr Marr, chin chin!” I tell everyone to get out the kitchen, I need space to create, it’s just me, my Amazon Alexa and Delia Smith.

By half twelve, I’m naked from the waste up, body shiny with meat grease, dancing around on the lino floor with a knife, I’m like Mr Blonde in Reservoir Dogs, ripping chunks of off the roast with my bare hands. I’m eating bags of crisps too because I’m hungry but too drunk to wait.

At this point my wife always comes in, “I thought you were cooking?” I shout back at her, “I am, I’m doing a red wine reduction, I started with a full bottle and now it’s nearly gone”

I start to get over confident, experimenting with flavours. “You know what this mash potato is lacking? Vanilla extract!” I’m pioneering flavour combinations even Heston Blumenthal would describe as “a bit much.”

My portion control is all over the place too “how old is she? 3?” “Yeah I reckon she’d eat a kilo of mash.” The alcohol makes you fearless, you start taking things out of the oven with no gloves, I once ended up with the Tefal logo burnt into my palm like Joe Pesci in Home Alone.

By two O’clock, I’m in the euphoric stages of the cooking binge. Most of the weeks shop has gone, I’ve got some Brillio pads browning under the grill and I’ve fried off my rubber gloves in garlic. I’ve used every single pan too, so I’m now having to boil the sprouts in a wok.

I rarely remember the meal itself, but I always think it went well. I’m often laid on the sofa, nodding in and out of consciousness, whispering sweet nothings into my Amazon Alexa. In the background I can just make out the sound of smoke alarms blaring and pans being scraped into the bin. “At least he tries to cook” says my wife to the starving children, whilst dialling the number for Domino’s, “and I reckon he’s onto something with that vanilla mash.”

Flirting with forty!

Next year I am 40. I can’t quite believe it. I remember my mum and dad being this age, I didn’t think it would happen to me. I hoped I would be like a Yorkshire Benjamin button, a pound shop Peter Pan, but here I am, clinging onto the remnants of my thirties like a terrified toddler clutching their mothers’ hand on that first day at playgroup.

Forty is a strange age, it changes how you feel about certain things.

I used to go to festivals, days spent in muddy fields with nothing but a can of Strongbow and a wet wipe between three of us. Festivals at forty are different, it’s hard to be “down with the kids” when you have brought your own kids. The youth arrive on the Megabus, you’ve come in a people carrier with a roof box. You make your way through the field, holding a cool box in one hand and some fold up picnic chairs in the other. You’ve got one kid on your shoulders, another is following behind you in badly fitted wellingtons and a cagoule, any cool factor you may have managed to muster up is instantly destroyed when your wife, who is weighed down with an M and S picnic, shouts, “keep walking love, it’s way too loud here” it’s as if she is saying, “I want to find a lovely spot, well away from any kind of atmosphere.”

So, you sit there with your other forty-year-old friends, huddled around the picnic blanket, holding a cucumber and dip, talking about school catchment areas whilst a band from the 90’s who weren’t successful enough to retire, massacre songs you never liked the first time around. There is a moment of excitement when one of the group brings out a hip flask, what could it be? Vodka, Whiskey, Jager? Nope….Gaviscon. “Scott I’ve got some acid” “really?!” “Yeah, reflux, that red pepper humous is really repeating on me!”

It’s really odd, I’ve found myself enjoying a garden centre now, we go most Sundays, it’s just an excuse to go out. We go to the café for a brew and scone then just come home, we don’t even buy anything, no other shop offers that facility, you don’t go to B and Q for a roast dinner?

I have started walking differently too. Young people stride purposefully, hands by the side, or holding a phone, frenetic, on the move, propelled by hope and ambition. I’ve noticed I’ve started ambling, with my hands behind my back, like a pensioner on a bus trip looking in the window of an antiques shop. I’m like a geriatric Liam Gallagher, I’m literally saying my future, is behind me.

Subconsciously I’m already old, I always have been. Look at the car I drive, it’s the most popular model with pensioners. I bought it because it had seven years warranty, although don’t ask me what happens after that, because no-one has ever made it. Seriously, I reckon they have to finish the paperwork via Ouija board. I asked to have it modified, pimped up if you will. They brought it back in a cardigan, with some Werther’s originals in the ashtray.

I used to love playing video games, that’s all changed. Not only do I not have time to do it, I’m useless too, it’s as if my reflexes and cognitive skills have gone, I can only pick up Lego now. I get nauseous walking around Ikea, so after playing a first-person role-playing game, I’d have to lie down for a week. I used to get so frustrated watching my dad play Super Mario, he’d just be wandering around aimlessly, bumping into stuff and dying, that’s me now! All this online gaming is beyond me too, I live in a house with three women, my self-esteem is already rock bottom without having my arse handed to me by an eleven-year-old French kid whom I’ve never met.

The games are so vast, some take weeks to complete, so if you’ve got kids, you haven’t got time to play them.

A friend of mine he is married but he doesn’t care, he sits up all night drinking cans of Monster and playing games with his VR headset on. He told me he was playing this game the other week and it was so realistic that at one point a woman came into the room behind him, opened the curtains, told him to “Grow up” and left with his kids.

They should make some games that are more appropriate for people in their forties. Maybe things like “Ikea dash”, the idea is to get to the café before the meatballs run out and the argument bar is always on red, you might have infinite lives but every single one of them feels exactly the same. There could be a game where you have to slap other people’s kids in a soft play centre, bonus points if the parents don’t catch you. Finally, a strategy game where the main character eats a bit late at night and then has to ransack a medicine cabinet looking for an emergency Rennie.

Your tastes in the opposite sex change when you get older too. There is nothing more attractive to me now than a woman who can handle a double buggy, intercept a runny nose and crack open a fruit shoot with her teeth all at the same time. She’s got one arm that’s more muscular than the rest, where she’s been carrying around a two stone toddler for miles at a time. You don’t have to waste your time with your pointless sweet talk too, she’s got bums to wipe. Get to the point and get to it quick.

Physiologically your body starts to change, have you ever tried going on the swings at the park as an adult? Three swings and you are ready to vomit in a bin. It’s to do with the change in your centre of gravity, which is probably fortunate, otherwise we’d never want go to work. Offices would be empty and playgrounds would be full. You’d see them full of account managers in shirts and ties, lying on roundabouts and trying to skype a meeting with head office from the top of the snake slide.

When Douglas Barder, the successful WWII fighter pilot lost both his legs it actually enhanced his combat abilities as he could resist larger G-forces. That’s clearly the answer, if you want to enjoy the swings as an adult all you have to do is chop off both your legs, but then you’d not be able to go on the climbing frame, so it’s swings and roundabouts. Or in this case, just the swings, with another desperate forty year old pushing you.

This month its all about the Ukulele Club!

The man don't give a pluck!

I can’t wait until I retire. It can be the glory years. Just think about all the things you can do. The joy you can get from just paying the world back one day at a time for all the misery it’s caused you. I’d be getting up at 8am every morning, getting into rush hour traffic and then just getting in everyone’s way, towing a caravan behind just to annoy people further. Then I’d go home, listen to Gardeners world, before popping out at lunchtime to go a stand in the post office queue, clogging it up, just for one stamp, glorious!

With all this time on your hands you can discover new hobbies, like my dad has done. He is now the member of a Ukulele troupe! The Pontefract Pluckers! I don’t know what the correct collective term is for a group of Ukulele players, maybe Ukuleleurs, ukers, ukulelites, ukuleliers or maybe a twang of Ukers. Whatever they are it’s a group of blokes that meet in my parents kitchen every week to strum through a badly tuned version of the classic hit “I am the urban Spaceman” by the Bonzo Dog Doo-Dah Band.

Playing an instrument is a great way to lose yourself and beat anxiety, but it does depend on what type of person you are. There is a member of the group who is a bit difficult, a bit of an Axl Rose, from Guns and Roses type of character. If the band ever got their big break he would be the first one demanding he was taken everywhere on his own jet, saying he won’t go on stage without his psychologist, or until someone sorts him out a bowl of M and M’s with all the red ones removed and a bottle of Evian at precisely 0 degrees. He would be late to soundchecks and have the crazy artistic girlfriend who would stop him going to jamming sessions until his chakras were totally aligned and he had finished feeding his spirit animal.

This guy, let’s call him Brian, because that’s his name, has a reputation for being difficult. He has been thrown out of two other Ukulele groups. At one group the woman in charge asked him to leave because he was always plugging his amp in during practice sessions and drowning out the rest of the group. It was like The Who playing next to a busker.

Another group asked him to leave as he was turning up every week for the lesson but not paying, after a few months they confronted him and he said, "I'm not paying because you didn't teach me anything I didn't already know!” what a maverick!

Recently the group and Brian had a “gig” I say “gig” it was a gathering at some parish councillors back garden at a fundraiser for the local rotary club and I had the pleasure of going along to watch them. They “Pontefract Pluckers” were on a little veranda in the corner. Brian had printed out song sheets for everyone. However, when they started it was clear that they would only be background music, like a lounge singer in a hotel foyer. No one was paying attention, apart from the one lady who had a few too many glasses of prosecco and was clutching her song sheet swaying and singing, quite badly, into a breadstick. It was quite windy and the sound travelled but not brilliantly and they had no mics, they only had a little amp, provided by Brian.

They were doing fine but no one was paying attention. Then in the middle of Brian just puts his instrument away turns off the amp and leaves in a tantrum, stopping only to grab a scone from the table as he walked past. I'm surprised he didn't kick over the amp, smash his Ukulele on the side of the veranda and try to get a riot going. He would’ve struggled to be fair, it was The Rotary Club not the Hells Angels.

The rest of the group heroically carried on and even did an encore, (which no-one actually asked for) of “You are my sunshine” but the atmosphere was certainly a little tense. I was talking to my dad after, I said, "That was a bit awkward" "He said, yeah he's a bit of a loose cannon is our Brian" "I said "Why do you have him in the group then? " he said, "It’s because he's the only one who can play the solo on "I am the urban spaceman!"

I can see the Pontefract Pluckers going the way The Beatles did. A bitter dispute over songwriter credits, one member in rehab due to a rampant addiction to multivitamins, and Brian trying to forge a solo career with his hippy girlfriend Emerald Sparkledust.

Then, ten years later they’ll come back together to play a one off reunion gig on top of the roof at their local Lidl.

You're stressed? course you are, you've got kids!

There is a simple fact that children have a much bigger impact on your quality of life than say smoking or drinking. But when you buy those products there are warnings on the packaging for the consequences on your health. They should do that on the stuff you buy when you are trying to get pregnant, imagine walking into Boots, picking up a packet of Folic acid and on the back is a picture of a couple having a lie in, that would make you abandon the idea in an instant. There are probably other images you could use, but how do you capture in a photograph someone strangling your dreams?

Having children is stressful, there is no doubt about that. But you have to work very hard to not let that stress effect those members of society who haven’t got children and that’s easier said than done, because you despise these people. Watching them dance through their lives without a care in the world, it’s like looking at who you once were; free, happy and blissfully selfish.

“What shall we do today, we have no responsibilities, no ties, don’t you feel energised after that twelve hours of interrupted sleep?”

All you want to do is just take your pushchair and ram it into the back of their smug heels, just to release that tension, to bleed the valve on the pressure cooker that is parenting.

But there are many occasions where you can’t contain it, where it explodes, like some sort of social terrorism, here are some of my favourite examples.

The family meal out

Is there anyone who enjoys a meal out with the family? You do it because you feel like you should. The only meal out I enjoy with my kids is when I am in the supermarket, they are hungry and I open a loaf of bread and give them a slice, basically when I treat your kids like ducks, that’s a stress free meal out.

You have visions of that perfect Utopia, the children sitting there happily, with angelic faces, “We’ll eat anything daddy, you know us we are not fussy, order what you like, we are just thrilled to be all together”

But that illusion is washed away in a tsunami of blackcurrant Fruit Shoot as soon as you walk in the place.

You see the other parents in their own private hell, holding phone screens up to kids’ faces, every time it’s pulled it away the kid starts to scream, it’s like a medic treating a wounded soldier on a battlefield.

There isn’t a table, it doesn’t matter. You find the people who are on their deserts and stand next to them and make them feel so uncomfortable that they speed up, “he’s just looking at that cheesecake, just move!” you help them put their coats on, you basically evict them from that table.

Once the kids are sat down the pressure is on. The first thing is to get the crayons and activity sheets, god forbid that the kids have to occupy themselves for five minutes. Why the obsession with stationary?!?

You may as well just have a picnic in Rymans.

When the waiter arrives you’re just angry.

“Are you ready to order guys?”

Course you’re ready to order, you were ready last Wednesday, you just wish they’d stop wasting time. You begin to lose your temper:

“When you bring the food, just bring the bill too, this hell needs to end. In fact, forget the cutlery or plates mate just get the chef to pop out of the kitchen with a catapult and fire the food directly into our miserable mouths!”

The waiter just stands there stunned, it’s all so awkward. This tension isn’t helped by the fact that you are so ashamed that you have left that table in such a disgusting state, that they only have two choices, claim on the insurance or set fire to it.

Baby on a plane

I think we can agree that it’s a special kind of arsehole who has the idea to take a baby on an aeroplane, and I know this because I’ve been that arsehole. Let’s face it, a baby is the only thing less welcome on an aeroplane than a bomb, but at least with a bomb it ends! With a baby that torture feels like forever!

You are inflicting that misery in more than one time zone! Find yourself on the same bus for the transfer and at the same hotel and you have ruined their holiday.

Taking a baby on a plane is like changing a nappy in full view of someone’s romantic picnic, when they are downwind, just as she gets out the humous and he’s about to propose. 

As soon as I got on the plane I felt that power, there is nothing like it. They looked at me with a mix of anger and fear, I was effectively bringing doom into all their lives.

I began to enjoy it, revel in the misery I was sharing. I even turned to my wife and said “Oh no, I think she’s teething”

I walked down that aisle, clutching this, pausing by every empty seat, just to watch people panic. It felt a lot like the results of public vote on the TV show I’m a Celebrity get me out of here.  That tension, who is it going to be? “I have decided, it’s not you….I might be you, I’m sorry, It’s you, here you are pal, get this Calpol down her neck and just keep singing, we’ll pick her up in four hours.”

The only difference here is that faced between the choice of a bush tucker trial or enduring another minute of this screaming life wrecker, you’d be more than happy to chew your way through a Kangaroo’s Penis.  

She's gone

I have come to learn to accept that, just like my dad, I will happily take a risk to save money. My dad is a typical Yorkshireman and is a master at penny pinching scams. He’s never paid for parking in his life and brags about it like a badge of honour. In fact, when we were kids and we would go into town he would leave the car at the Jehovah’s Witness temple. I said “Dad, one of these days you’re going to get rumbled and have to join!”- He said “I will” “but dad you don’t know what they believe in?” “well they believe in free parking don’t they, I’m converted.”

So, a few years back I took the family to Scarborough for a holiday, mainly because I don’t love them very much. At the time there was myself, Jemma and our eldest daughter Olivia, and one afternoon we took a trip to Sea World. Before we went in, a man came out with his family and said to me “You going in mate? here have my family ticket, we have finished now, show that to the till and you’ll get in free!”

Well that’s all I needed to hear, that magic word, “free”, what a touching gift. In Yorkshire that’s up there with donating a kidney. A selfless act like this often sparks a lifelong friendship between Yorkshiremen. When we meet up for Christmas get togethers, weddings, summer BBQ’s, our camaraderie is all triggered by this mutual love of money saving.

My wife Jemma immediately felt uneasy, I sensed this, it was her conscience kicking in, “Relax love” I said, “I’ll do the talking.” I strolled up, confident as you like, brandishing the fraudulent ticket and approached the tills.

“Hi, welcome to Sea World, can I help you”

“Hello again love” I said, which I thought was a clever touch, “you probably remember us, we were here earlier, that’s an amazing turtle you’ve got in there!” (they always have at least one Turtle, I thought it was a safe bet).

“can I see your tickets please?

“Sure”

I handed them over.

“This is a family ticket?” she said, her eyes scanning me up and down.

“Yeah” I said, “and we are a family, solid as a rock love”

She looked at me with suspicion and then looked back at the ticket, “This admits two adults and two children, you only have one, where’s the other child?”

Now at that point most people would back down, claim a misunderstanding and admit defeat, not me. I could hear my dads’ voice in my head, “Stay strong young Jedi, get this right and you’ll be a legend.”

So, I stepped forward and said what turned out to be one of the maddest sentences ever to squirm its way out of my guilty mouth.

“Oh, the other child, don’t worry about that love, it’s gone”

“It’s gone!” that was my best effort! Like we had just lost our child, the most precious thing in our universe and we just thought, well, we should probably call the police, but we are here now, this is the Sea Life centre! Let’s see some penguins!

The lady on the till was now looking at me with all the disdain of a parent who is questioning their teenager about their secret smoking habit, “what on earth do you mean it’s gone?”

“Well it was here and now it’s not” was my feeble attempt at shutting down that line of questioning.

By now Jemma was looking really uncomfortable, she’d pulled her anorak tightly round her face, she looked like Kenny from South Park. The lady on the till could tell she was the weak link, she knew she wasn’t like me, she had honesty and integrity, so she said to her:

“Right, I’m going to ask you a question and I want an honest and truthful answer. Is this your ticket?”

“No.” Jemma crumbled, fell apart, caved in under questioning. If we were in the SAS, captured by the enemy, she’d have just sold us down the river in record time.

The lady on the till sighed, punched away at her keypad and said to me, “Okay, well that’s £27.50 please, here are your wrist bands, passes and an activity book for your daughter”

I couldn’t resist it, I’m a stand-up comedian, it’s my job to come up with the perfect comeback under pressure, so I said, “can we have two of those activity books please love, in case the other kid eventually turns up.”

It doesn’t end there. As we left the centre, I saw a man walk in with his wife and child, so I gave him that original family ticket and started the whole process all over again!

The only daddy in day care

Recently I gave up a career to follow a dream to be a stand-up Comedian. Part of this deal was that if my wife was going back to work I would share some of the childcare. This meant that I was launched into a brave, new, intimidating world, the world of the Playgroup.

I’ve realised that kid’s clubs and playgroups are a lifeline for modern parents. Like the soup kitchens for the homeless or Ikea for couples who like to argue, it’s an essential part of your life.

This is why there are so many kids clubs available, covering all sorts of weird and wonderful activities. You can take your baby for a massage, presumably this is because babies are highly stressed individuals. They probably are experiencing stress levels akin to those of a doctor in the NHS. Just look at their days, they only get 14 hours sleep, someone to dress and bath them, even dinner time is a high-pressure decision, will it be the right breast or the left one? No wonder their Chakra’s are all out of whack. To be clear I am talking about babies here, not doctors.

For the toddlers there is pottery class, painting, and even cake making. Although frankly if you are willing to eat a cake made by a toddler you’re braver than I am. Personal hygiene is never top of their priorities list, I’d rather play Russian roulette with a cat litter tray and a packet of chocolate raisins than tuck into Poppy’s Bakewell tart.

I’ve spoken to so many parents, with their children it’s all about killing time, an hour here, forty-five minutes there, anything to fill the days. This isn’t parenting, it’s the mindset of a prisoner on death row?

At the local playgroup I am the only dad there. My wife said to me before, now don’t you go flirting with all those mummies. Flirting? I’m in a church hall at midday with a hand full of wet wipes and poo under my fingernails, I’m hardly on my A game love.

I found it hard initially. Kids would come up to me, “are you my daddy?” one of them just came and sat on my knee during the biscuit break, which incidentally is one of the most disgusting things I’ve ever witnessed. Children swarming around a plate of chocolate digestives like a pack of lions circling a wounded Zebra. Wet fingers claw at the chocolate, children put back half-finished attempts, with the coating licked off. Other children pick these up like biscuit batons and carry on munching. Within five minutes there is more DNA swapped than a corrupt copper at a crime scene.

What do you do when a random kid sits on your knee? I’m the only dad there and at the time I’d been there only two weeks. It’s a tricky decision, throw them off and look like a bully, allow them to perch there and look like something way worse.

I have realised that I have quite simply used up all my empathy on my own two children, so I find myself scraping the reserves for other people’s kids. I stand there just mentally judging other people’s children and brutally predicting their futures, it’s a game I call Pregnant or Prison.

There are some horrible kids. There’s this one, he’s got a furrowed brow, wears a neckerchief that catches his saliva, which I think is the bile and hate leaving his body. What is it with toddlers? These kids leak, they are like cullenders in dungarees. Some parents don’t attend to the nose, they just leave the kid as it runs into their mouths, recycling this ectoplasm fountain. They run at you and you panic, they may as well be holding a handful of anthrax.

They all fight over this one car. One day my daughter was in it, and this kid came over, the neckerchief down over his mouth, he looked like an outlaw in the wild west and he opened the door and shoved her out.

I was about to go over to this little carjacker, I was ready to bundle him through the window, like an American cop, but just then his mum arrived and gave him a pushchair with a baby in, it’s almost as if she was saying, there you go, you have responsibilities now, sort your life out.

Being at playgroup makes you realise just what a visceral and raw experience parenting actually is.

The place always smells of poo, it always does, I’ve been on nicer smelling farms. I’ve noticed that as a parent you can’t just go up and discreetly look in their nappy, this isn’t the way at playgroup. The correct method is what’s known as the lift and sniff!

I’ve learnt that the main thing to remember with this technique is to be careful not to do this in any doorways where you can bump their heads and secondly, make sure you are always picking up your kid.

You see parents everywhere holding their children aloft like Simba in the Lion King, taking deep breaths, then they put them back down “It’s not mine this time.” But parents develop those skills, they know when it’s the family brand, it’s like a fine wine, “Ahh, this is a 9.35am Farley’s rusk, full bodied, plenty of nose, baked for three hours under corduroy trousers in little tykes’ car.

Forget sniffer dogs to detect drugs at customs, you just need to bring Janice a mother of four from Ilkeston, she’d nail it in a second, she’d just lift up the accused, “The drugs are up his bum, next!”

One week I went, the smell wasn’t coming from the kid, it was traced to one of the Grandma’s, she’d just broken wind and they were just leaking out of her as he walked around the room, but no one had the guts to say anything.

Young Fogey

Dear readers, its official, I am a proud “Young Fogey.” This body I inhabit is too young for me, don’t get me wrong I’m thrilled with its agility and thick, majestic blonde hair (my best feature by a mile) but the old guy in the control room is at least forty years ahead. I’m like a new model of Terminator, made from clothes collected from the PDSA charity shop, powered by Horlicks and pockets crammed full of Werther’s originals. This new model, lets call it the “T-with two sugars”, spends most of his time tutting about the younger generation and obsessing about all the trivial annoyances life throws his way. It doesn’t help that I’ve just bought a car primarily driven by pensioners. I didn’t realise this until I was in the dealership and I said to the salesman, “seven years warranty, what happens after that?” he said “I’ve no idea Mr Bennett, no-one has ever made it.”

Let’s look at the evidence for this “Young Fogey” phenomenon. Firstly, let’s take fashion. I always considered myself to be fairly trendy young man. The fact I’ve just used the phrase “trendy young man” would indicate that this isn’t probably true, but I find fashion today utterly baffling. I’ve recently embraced skinny jeans, much to my wife’s dismay. “All jeans are skinny jeans when you have legs like yours love, they just don’t look right, you’re thirty-eight and a father of two, it’s over, let it go.” She’s right of course, I can’t pull that look off. I was complaining the other day of pains in my calf muscles, I was going to book an appointment at the physio. I’d gone as far as to dial the number when it occurred to me to remove my jeans, instantly the pain stopped.

I’m just so confused by it all. I’ve seen the youngsters in their high trousers, with bare feet and leather slip on brogues. It looks like they’ve been to school, done a session of PE, lost their socks and put on their mate’s clothes by mistake.

Some of today’s fashion is so permanent, take tattoos for instance.  That’s quite a commitment to make, misjudge that one and you need lasers and surgery to put it right. More alarming than that is the holes in the ear lobes, stretchers they call them, plastic hoops forming gaping windows in your ears. I’m all for individualism but I think it makes your face look like a camping ground sheet, imagine what that will look like in your eighties? I suppose it’ll give somewhere for a nurse to hang a drip, when the NHS goes down the tubes they’ll be the ones laughing. I can’t talk to people with these things in, I just stare through these holes, I’m mesmerised and every time people are moving in the background, I think it’s the opening titles to a James Bond film.

It's strange to think that the younger generation of today will be in the old folk’s homes of tomorrow. That’ll be an odd sight in that day lounge. They’ll be an old man, by the bay window, in a 3D printed wheelchair, with sleeve tattoos, vaping. The district nurse approaches, “Hi Jordan” Jordan?!? An old man called Jordan, a grandad called Jordan! “Jordan, it’s Sylvia the nurse love, turn down Stormzy and listen, I’m here to clean your nipple piercings” This is only twenty years away from being a reality.

My grandad had stories to tell, he’d been on battleships in the war, he’d made it through seas with waves seventy-foot-high, torpedoes thundering towards them, what anecdotes this generation have to pass on? “I remember when I met your Grandma, remember her, Grandma Mercedes? We were doing zero-hour contracts at Sports Direct at the time, it was tough. I remember when we moved into our first house, last month actually, it took sixty-eight years to get on that ladder. I still recall our first date, her on her I-pad, me on mine, sharing videos on Lad Bible.”

Dear readers, its official, I am a proud “Young Fogey.” This body I inhabit is too young for me, don’t get me wrong I’m thrilled with its agility and thick, majestic blonde hair (my best feature by a mile) but the old guy in the control room is at least forty years ahead. I’m like a new model of Terminator, made from clothes collected from the PDSA charity shop, powered by Horlicks and pockets crammed full of Werther’s originals. This new model, lets call it the “T-with two sugars”, spends most of his time tutting about the younger generation and obsessing about all the trivial annoyances life throws his way. It doesn’t help that I’ve just bought a car primarily driven by pensioners. I didn’t realise this until I was in the dealership and I said to the salesman, “seven years warranty, what happens after that?” he said “I’ve no idea Mr Bennett, no-one has ever made it.”

Let’s look at the evidence for this “Young Fogey” phenomenon. Firstly, let’s take fashion. I always considered myself to be fairly trendy young man. The fact I’ve just used the phrase “trendy young man” would indicate that this isn’t probably true, but I find fashion today utterly baffling. I’ve recently embraced skinny jeans, much to my wife’s dismay. “All jeans are skinny jeans when you have legs like yours love, they just don’t look right, you’re thirty-eight and a father of two, it’s over, let it go.” She’s right of course, I can’t pull that look off. I was complaining the other day of pains in my calf muscles, I was going to book an appointment at the physio. I’d gone as far as to dial the number when it occurred to me to remove my jeans, instantly the pain stopped.

I’m just so confused by it all. I’ve seen the youngsters in their high trousers, with bare feet and leather slip on brogues. It looks like they’ve been to school, done a session of PE, lost their socks and put on their mate’s clothes by mistake.

Some of today’s fashion is so permanent, take tattoos for instance.  That’s quite a commitment to make, misjudge that one and you need lasers and surgery to put it right. More alarming than that is the holes in the ear lobes, stretchers they call them, plastic hoops forming gaping windows in your ears. I’m all for individualism but I think it makes your face look like a camping ground sheet, imagine what that will look like in your eighties? I suppose it’ll give somewhere for a nurse to hang a drip, when the NHS goes down the tubes they’ll be the ones laughing. I can’t talk to people with these things in, I just stare through these holes, I’m mesmerised and every time people are moving in the background, I think it’s the opening titles to a James Bond film.

It's strange to think that the younger generation of today will be in the old folk’s homes of tomorrow. That’ll be an odd sight in that day lounge. They’ll be an old man, by the bay window, in a 3D printed wheelchair, with sleeve tattoos, vaping. The district nurse approaches, “Hi Jordan” Jordan?!? An old man called Jordan, a grandad called Jordan! “Jordan, it’s Sylvia the nurse love, turn down Stormzy and listen, I’m here to clean your knob piercings” This is only twenty years away from being a reality.

My grandad had stories to tell, he’d been on battleships in the war, he’d made it through seas with waves seventy-foot-high, torpedoes thundering towards them, what anecdotes this generation have to pass on? “I remember when I met your Grandma, remember her, Grandma Mercedes? We were doing zero-hour contracts at Sports Direct at the time, it was tough. She was working there when she had your mum ya know, yeah, behind the Lonsdale display, she had to push quick cos we only had thirty minutes for dinner. I remember when we moved into our first house, last month actually, it took sixty-eight years to get on that ladder. I still recall our first date, her on her I-pad, me on mine, sharing videos on Lad Bible.”

Well, I must dash dear readers, I've got to go to A and E and get cut out of these new jeans. Bye for now.

Working on a dream

My name is Scott Bennett and I am a comedian. That might seem obvious to those who have seen me onstage (unless it was that one night in Wigan which we have all tried to forget) but it’s taken eight years for me to realise this dream. I say it’s a dream, that’s the thing, when you are eighteen and you say you’re going to be a comedian people encourage you, “reach for the stars” they say. When you’re thirty-eight, with a pension a career, a mortgage and a young family, people think you’re having a crisis. I’m still stunned that I have actually made the decision. I’m notoriously risk averse. I was recently in conversation with some other comedians and I asked them what the riskiest thing they’d ever done was. One of them said they do the Pamplona bull run every year in Spain, he said being pursued by a live bull though the streets makes him feel alive, the sky seems bluer, the beer tastes sharper and presumably your soiled underwear smells stronger. The other comedian, climbs frozen waterfalls, his life hanging in the balance with every swing of the axe. They asked me what the riskiest thing is I’ve done to date was. All I could think of was standing in my wheelie bin every week to compress the rubbish, pathetic. Although its worth it for that post bin day beer.

I’ve learnt lot about myself since I took this plunge. Firstly, I am incredibly selfish. I think you have to be to have the drive to survive in the industry. I thought it would like owning your own business, which millions of people do and they manage to balance the stress and still maintain a family life. Doing comedy is different, it’s a part of you, it’s everything you think and feel, all those jokes are a reflection of your own personality and once you’ve started you need it. That validation is an addiction and like with any addiction I’m becoming increasingly scared of what I’m willing to sacrifice for it. People say its brave to do comedy, it’s not, it’s brave to let someone you love do comedy, because you have to suffer the consequences. Many comedians have broken marriages, distant relationships with their children, they’ve missed out on so much, but don’t ever ask them to choose, because they can’t, or more worryingly, won’t.

The facts are that I am more scared of failing at this than I am of the potential impact it will have on my life and the ones I love. I hate wasting opportunities and regret eats me up. I didn’t go travelling when I was younger, mainly through a combination of lack of funds and confidence, but I always wished I had. I don’t want to make that mistake again. Doing comedy means I don’t have a social life, unless you count the occasional chat with an employee of Subway or the nod of recognition to a late-night highways agency worker, but I’ve accepted that.

Real life happens regardless of what is happening in your job, that’s the same for everyone. When you do comedy though, you may have to go on stage and perform after losing a relative or receiving some bad news, it’s not happened to me yet but I know it’s coming and I don’t know how I will cope with that.

It obviously would have been easier to not go through with any of this, I had it all, why couldn’t I just settle for that? Some days I wonder if I have behaved recklessly. I am finding the uncertainty of everything hard to process. When you work in a regular business, you have a path. It’s just a case of working hard enough to progress and then the rewards generally come. Even with your own business there is often tangible outcomes, things you can control. With this job it feels like a leap into the abyss, all you can control is what you say into some microphone five nights a week to complete strangers. What happens if it goes nowhere? Time isn’t infinite and I might never be able to put things right, that thought troubles me. It’s been said that people always focus on the prize, but they never want to endure the process. This is true, they want the glory of scoring the goal, without having to run towards it, but the process is where you challenge yourself, and ultimately find nourishment for the soul.

What is hard though is that I don’t ever want to fail as a father or husband and this is why in some way I think making this decision probably one of the most important things I have done for my children. For the first time in my life I have put it all on the line to chase after something I believe in, I hope they can see that as inspirational, maybe it’ll go someway to compensating them for all those missed moments. Or am I just selfish?

This month its all about that popular summer pursuit, camping!

Pass me the tent pegs!

As summer approaches a strange phenomenon sweeps across our great nation. People of all ages, turn their backs on their brick built cosy weatherproof dwellings and choose instead to spend their nights huddled under thin canvas sheets, on a airbed that squeaks like a chipmunk being throttled every time you move, with a slow puncture that leaves you with chronic sciatica; in the arse end of nowhere. They do this bizarrely as a holiday, a chance to get away from the stress of everyday life and become one with the natural world. They swap this for the stress of living like a road protester, angry about the development of a new bypass. We’ve done it for years and these days it’s as popular as ever. A recent survey conducted by Go Outdoors revealed that 58% of Britain’s campers go camping more than three times a year. The same survey also revealed that given the chance to pick your perfect camping partner men would choose Ray Mears or David Attenborough whilst the women would go for Bear Grylls. I can’t help thinking that the men didn’t quite think that question through. I’m guessing that whilst the men would be off in the woods asking ray to whittle them something from a tree branch, naughty old Bear would be in the tent with your other half, doing some whittling of a very different kind.

I have mixed feelings about choosing to holiday under canvas. “It’s a great bonding experience for all the family” was one camper’s viewpoint. I beg to differ; if things are tense with your family before, spending seven nights in a cagoule eating cup-a-soup in the Breacon Beacons frankly won’t improve matters. “You all have to pitch in, it’s about pulling together” that sounds more like an office away day for an insurance firm than a family holiday. Incidentally the office away day is a dreadful idea. It’s run by people who think that eight hours a day five days a week just isn’t quite enough. It’s the corporate equivalent of being sat next to that annoying dick during the meal at a mutual friend’s wedding. You’d love to tell them what you really think but the consequences are too severe. I remember on one occasion our team we had to build a raft. It took three hours and many members of the team almost came to blows. Still, it was an invaluable experience as you never know when that office on the thirty seventh floor might get flooded and you’d have to row your way out. The management spiel at these events is off the scale, it’s a tsunami of buzz words, many of which are completely devoid of any logical meaning. “Remember guys, change is change” “yes and bullshit is bullshit”. What absolute cock pony that sentence is; a weekend of that is enough for anyone.

Recently I took my six year old daughter camping for the first time. She was so excited, “it’s going to be great daddy, camp fires, falling asleep under the stars and bacon sandwiches for breakfast!” I reminded her that we were going to a field near Calverton, half a mile from the A46 and she should perhaps lower her expectations. Still, it was nice to have the enthusiasm. This expedition was part of the annual Beavers, Scouts and Cubs get away. It was our first time and it would just be Olivia and I representing the Bennett clan. My wife did suggest going as a family, but then I reminded her that having a screaming baby on a campsite would be as welcome as E-coli, so we decided against it. I was only just recovering from having taken the family on an aeroplane for the first time; it was learning experience, and I learnt that a baby is the only thing less popular on an aeroplane than a bomb.

Arriving at the camp I was confronted by some of the most naturally gifted campers (is that even a thing?) I’d ever come across. These people weren’t born they were grown in sleeping bags like caterpillars in a chrysalis. Before I’d even reached for my rubber mallet, I was surrounded by perfectly pitched tents and the sound of kettles smugly whistling. I’d seen organisation like this before, many years ago when I went It on my last caravanning holiday with my parents. It was wild man; friends of mine were going to Benidorm for weeks of debauchery and booze. Not I, my summer was two weeks in Morecambe, a chemical toilet and getting hammered on little bottles of Beer D’Alsace from Asda. This often took several days as it was only 2.5% a bottle. I remember watching a couple pitch up opposite, it was like having prime seats at a ballet, it was quite simply stunning. Him in his tan shorts, sandals, caravan club polo shirt and those shades with the flip up lenses; she was wearing the same. They barely spoke, just the occasional nod or gesture, as they glided around the pitch fetching water, lowering jockey wheels and putting up awnings. There was a grace to it all, like watching Roger Federer play tennis. They made it look so easy. In no time at all they were both sat down on matching deckchairs, cup of tea in one hand, cigarette in the other, basking in an almost post coital level of satisfaction.

My daydream was brutally interrupted as I realised, stood in that field in Calverton, clutching my mallet, that I hadn’t got a bloody clue how to put up our tent. I was, quite literally, for the first time in years, not able to put a roof over my daughters head. It’d been ten years since it was used and that was on a holiday to Corsica and it had just been gathering dust in the loft. My wife suggested we do a trial run before we went, I suggested she was being ridiculous, “it’s a couple of poles and some pegs love, I’ve got a degree, I think I’ll manage, how hard can it be?”  Well almost impossible as it happens, “Daddy, why aren’t you finished yet?  Do you need help?” “Daddy is just thinking darling” I was thinking, thinking about sleeping in the car. Thank god for the instructions though, which were still safely tucked away in the loft back home. After nearly an hour, which culminated in me zipping myself inside the liner and my daughter hammering tent pegs into the ground at various locations across the site, I finally attracted the attention of a scout leader who, once he had finished laughing, came to my aid.

There are some people who scoff at us amateur campers. With our airbeds artic rated sleeping bags and pitching up within yards of a fully furnished toilet block. These people are the wild campers. These lunatics are like scouts on steroids, wherever they lay their groundsheet then that’s their home. They can read the land like Sherpas, all they need is a stream, a machete and a tree to defecate behind and they are as happy as the Kardashian’s on a shopping spree. They often live off the land; foraging for mushrooms with the chance that if you make a mistake you’ll either end up dead or hallucinating. I’m all for adventure but having to hunt your dinner and wash your genitals in a puddle somehow seems like a backwards step to me. A friend of ours had their cat bring back a half dead pigeon recently and they had to do the decent thing and finish it off with a house brick, it took ages,  imagine going through all that then sitting down to a starter.

Camping and festivals are well acquainted bedfellows. Recently at a festival I was performing at, fancy dress seemed to be the order of the weekend. There were a variety of weird and wonderful costumes on display. A gang of lads dressed as Superheroes; Spiderman, Batman, Superman and bringing up the rear, a Crayola crayon. He was shuffling his little legs trying to keep up. They were giving him a hard time, Superman shouted; “Kev, you look daft pal, what were you thinking!” “I didn’t get the email, this is all they had!” was his reply. I bumped into a rather depressed looking Super Mario brother by the Portaloos. Rather worse for wear and struggling to keep his makeshift insulation tape moustache adhered to his top lip, he was complaining about the state of the facilities, “These toilets aren’t right, there’s stuff leaking everywhere, it’s a disgrace, someone should do something about this!” “Don’t moan to me” I said, “you’re the plumber son.”

Running on fumes

As a stand-up comedian much of my time is spent behind the wheel of my trusty Sportswagon, thundering along the nations tarmac topped arteries delivering a wide load of comedy gold to the good people of Britain. It can be quite lonely and there is only so much Smooth radio and late night phone-ins about alopecia that can be tolerated before one is consumed by madness.

As a result I and another fellow comedian, Dan, have started using this dead time to have late night in car chats; we are like two truckers on CB radios, we even start the conversation with the words “breaker breaker!”  It’s a great chance to talk about life before a gig and decompress after it. As any sort of social life has been sacrificed at the altar of stand-up comedy, this is the nearest we get to a chat down the pub. The only difference is that we are both behind a wheel, stone cold sober and going in opposite directions to the various comedy clubs strewn throughout this great island. Of course we have snacks, crisps between the knees or a cheeky packet of dry roasted, opened out into that underused alcove below the stereo.

Last night I performed at a function in a Bradford tennis club; smashing folk; everyone had a ball, well two actually in case they messed up the first serve. A Special mention goes to the man on the front table who kept his back to me for the entire performance. It was like doing a gig to a taxi driver; I even gave him a tip at the end, which was to “face the front” It was a steely determination to not participate that can only be admired. At one point I almost got him to rotate by ninety degrees, I wondered if he was just a big owl and would just move his round on the jokes he liked, but it was not to be. He reminded me of my father actually, mainly because he is often bitterly disappointed in me too.

After the gig I got the phone call from Dan, “Breaker Breaker!” We were so engrossed in our post gig forensic dissections that I failed to notice that I was running low on fuel and had just blundered onto the motorway without thinking. I knew I could be in trouble. Dan proceeded to stick with me like a wing-man; it was like a pilot being talked in for an emergency landing. "Stay at fifty six mate, just cruise" he said. I was like the hero Sully Sullenberger who pulled off that famous emergency landing on the Hudson River. The car fuel computer said thirty miles to go, services were twenty eight miles away, its going to be close. Then the computer blanked out, I was without instruments, I'd lost an engine, I was, in aviation terms, flying blind. You can't ring the RAC for running out of fuel like this, I mean you probably can, but they'll just come out, call you a bellend and charge you a hundred quid. With a sweaty arse crack and contemplating having to walk along the slow lane in my suit, it was unbearably tense for the next ten miles. I was now rubbing the dashboard of the car and offering words of encouragement; like that scene in cool hand Luke where they feed him the eggs. It was man and machine working as one. At this point Dan was on his driveway, but being a true professional and wonderful human he stayed with me, "I'm not leaving till I know you've made it" Fourteen miles to go. I passed a turning for Leeds city centre, part of me wanted to turn off, "you'll not find an Asda" said Dan, "stick with the motorway" he knew what I was thinking. You see that although I was in a predicament, my Yorkshire upbringing meant that I was still determined to avoid the inflated service station fuel prices. How would I face my father after paying £1.57 per litre? I now had just 4 miles to go, "does the car feel light" Dan said, "Yes”, I said “think she's fading" One mile to go. This was agony, but at this point I knew I could at least attempt a manful power walk from here should I need to. The turning then appeared, Salvation! The markers for the slip road, "three lines, two lines, one line" we counted them down together, like a New Year’s Eve countdown coming live from Big Ben, I’d made it!

It was at that point I looked down from the fuel gauge, where i had fixed my stare for the last twenty five agonising minutes.

"Ah shit Dan, I've had the air-con on too mate"

It was at the point my wing-man lost sympathy and hung up.

I skive to feel alive

The job of a parent is a thankless and relentless one. We live for those stolen moments, the respite of finally having some brief time to yourself. It can be like a little holiday, often you’ll just start to relax and enjoy it and then suddenly it’s over. So here is the confession, I Scott Bennett, am a serial skiver. A shirker of responsibilities, a conniving, devious excuse for a man who will take any opportunity he can to kill time and bask in the solitude of his own company. This behavior is addictive. Sometimes I will tell my wife I am going to put the bin out and just hang around behind the shed for forty five minutes. Sitting there next to the water butt just staring at wood paneling, it’s glorious. Whenever I feel low I think back to that special time and smile. On many occasions I’ve often hid in the house itself, pretending to count the saucepans in the pantry. I can hear my wife on the baby monitor, desperately struggling with the two children upstairs and I think, “I’m going to have one more brew, then I’ll deal with that” shameful. On more than one occasion my wife has come to find me, red faced with a baby under her arm. She asks what I have been doing, “I’ve been shouting for your help!” “work” is my reply. The reality is I was looking on you tube at interviews with the surviving cast members of the 90’s sitcom the Fresh Prince of Bel Air; appalling behavior.

I am comforted in that I am not alone with this obsession. There is a famous story on the circuit of a comedian who, having left his family at home, set off for a gig. On the way there he receives a phone call from the promoter informing him that the gig had been cancelled. At this point he was just three miles from home. Instead of turning round and returning to his fatherly duties, he carries on, arrives at the venue and read his book in the car park until the sun went down. I too have done something similar. A gig finishing at 10.30pm means I’m normally home for midnight at the very latest. I could get in, help out with the baby, prepare for the following mornings chaos perhaps. Instead I’ll often pull into my favorite layby with all the other truckers (“breaker breaker”), recline the seat, open some sandwiches and have a little nap….bliss. I’ve even considered booking a hotel in Nottingham and claiming I am gigging in Glasgow, I’d have to keep a low profile and maybe wear a disguise but it would be worth it for those twelve glorious hours of uninterrupted sleep.

My wife and I are as bad as each other. Only last week we found we had run out of nappies. As soon as it was announced it was carnage in that hallway; a race was on to see who could neglect their parental responsibilities the quickest. I’m trying to trip her up, she’s pulling at my sleeves, it looked like a fight in a prison yard; the children looked on in disgust. I lurch for my car keys, my wife grabs my wallet out of my back pocket, “you’ll get nowhere without this pal!” I shouted back, “you can keep it, I’ll steal them!” I race down the driveway still wearing my slippers and open the car. As I get in I can just make out her voice behind me, “don’t you dare be too long” I drive away as fast as I could, which on that day was nine miles per hour, I put on some Enya, turn on the heated seats and congratulate myself on my victory.

I’m not saying I took a long time, but when I came back with those nappies, my daughter had grown out of them.

Things my six year old said to me this week

Upon asking how her day was at school:

“I think I accidentally ate some soap”

When passing a discarded item of clothing on the payment as we walked into town:

“Look daddy, a dead sock”

A new addition to the family

As a family of four my wife and I thought that two children would be enough. Our house is already jammed to the rafters with mountains of soft toys and plastic landfill; I had to circumnavigate a course of Duplo blocks this very morning just to relieve my bladder. This all changed however, when last week my wife told me she wanted another, and this time we decided to adopt.  It was a big decision but last week I found myself getting ready to welcome the latest addition to the family. We fell in love with him straight away, he’s from Beeston, he’s called “Squidger” and he’s a goldfish. My daughter desperately wanted a pet so naturally we started with Dog then gradually worked backwards until we compromised with a goldfish; it was either that or a worm from the garden. When I was a lad I remember getting a goldfish, I say getting I actually mean “winning.” Whenever the fair came to town, I’d go out with a fiver, lose a filling on a toffee apple, throw up my burger on the waltzers and come home with a live pet in a plastic bag. No one really knew what they were doing; you just got it home, stuck it in a Tupperware, called it Alan and left it on the windowsill to die. Dad would then have to go out and replace him with Alan MK2, who looked identical and then pretended that nothing was wrong. We had one for years, he was like some sort of aquatic Bruce Forstyth and he grew to a huge size. Frankly he was too big for the tank; it was like a human trying to swim in a foot spa. I half expected to come home one day to find Alan kicking back with his fins out of the tank, wearing a dressing gown, swigging brandy and smoking a cigar. Thankfully this has all changed; you now have to be assessed to see if you are responsible enough to allow Alan into your home. I thought it was ironic that the human I was buying this fish for was less well planned than the fish itself, but that’s just the way it is. We set up the tank a week before Squidgers arrival. Gravel had to be washed thoroughly, the water treated and a sample taken back to the garden centre to be tested in the lab. We were asked questions about where we were putting the tank and told what meals to give Squidger and how often. I’m pleased to say we passed with flying colours and Squidger is settling in well. They’ve said we need to go back in a month to assess how he is “getting on with everything” but so far so good. He’s not sleeping because he’s a goldfish, so the bedtime story drags on a bit, but apart from that he’s great. He loves the film Finding Nemo and has already got his 50M swimming badge after only one lesson. Sometimes it can get awkward however, last night we had fish and chips and had to eat them in the shed, it just didn’t feel right.

But I’m on the phone

As a performer I love being on stage, there in the moment, connecting with the audience. However over the years I’ve started to notice something, people are utterly ruled by their mobile phones. It’s getting to the point where you have to make a decision as an act to stop and deal with it or ignore it completely. I will often look out into the crowd and you’ll see that one person, face lit up like a low budget E.T, as they paw at their screens in the darkness. If you do confront them, they can often look at you as if to say, “but I’m on my phone?” It’s a strange phenomenon. I’ve been at the theatre and someone in the audience has facetimed a friend to do a live video. I doubt that Shakespeare ever dreamt that one day the majesty of the line “to be or not to be” would be punctuated by the beep of an Iphone and a tiny voice from Wigan asking someone to angle the screen so they could see Prince Hamlets Jacobean ruff. I watched some you tube videos of concerts from 1995 the other night, yes the sound and picture quality was poor but the crowd certainly wasn’t. They were all facing forwards, all united in that moment and not a mobile phone to be seen; pure nostalgic bliss.

Shhhhhhhhhh!

As I sit and type this article I am working my way through my evening bowl of cereal, a regular night time treat and my wife is scowling at me. It’s not the fact that I’m using all the milk, it’s because the chomping and tinkling noises I’m making are getting on her nerves. Since the arrival of the new baby, noise, or should I say, and I’m whispering as I do, the reduction of it, has become the number one priority at Bennett towers. We always argue about it, which we have to do via sign language of course, which often looks like two angry mime artists facing off in an argument over territory in Covent Garden. I can’t eat an apple after 7pm, because I sound like a racehorse having its breakfast, I get told to turn the television down before I’ve even switched it on which is frankly impossible and all the creaky floorboards in the house have been marked out like a chalk line around a murder victim. It’s getting to the point where I am considering suspending myself from the rafters, on wires like a scene from mission impossible just to make a brew. I’ve tethered cushions to my feet using the belts from my trousers and if I ever need to cough or sneeze I have two options, run into the garden and unload into the wheelie bin or reduce the outburst by plunging my head into the fish tank and letting it out underwater. The medical term for this is called Misophonia, which literally translated means “hatred of sounds.” There really should be more awareness of this condition but probably no one would be allowed to talk about it. Interestingly my wife has no issue with our one year old playing a drum or the six year old stomping round the house in tap shoes blowing a kazoo and wearing a skirt made from bubble wrap, so I can’t help wondering if it’s just me.

Sneaky toddler

Our one year old is on the move now, bounding round the house like a borrower on speed. Every day is like a baby version of the film Final Destination, corners of coffee tables are missed by a whisker, and an open stair gate is pounced upon like a prisoner looking to breakout. Frankly it’s an achievement that we get her through a day unscathed. The latest hobby she has is to take our essential items, house and car keys, watches, jewelry and scatter them throughout the house. We’ve found remote controls in the bin this week and I couldn’t get my trainers on today as they were full of loose change a wallet and a angrily chewed Duplo brick. It’s like having a tiny gangster living with us who has been tipped off last minute about a raid from the drug squad and desperately shedding their stash of gear.  If I see my daughter passing small parcels rolled up in a bib at the next “tiny feet” play session, I’ll know something is going down.

This month its Trump, TV dramas and kids clubs.

Top Trumps?

As I write this article we are about to see one of most potentially controversial presidents in living memory, being “sworn in" This is a term that is quite apt, as most of the world is thinking, “what the bloody hell happened there.” America has raised a star spangled middle finger to political elitism and voted for a man of the people. Yes, to the rest of us he’s a figure of ridicule, a wig wearing toddler with a temper problem and a penchant for grabbing females in their unmentionables, but to many Americans he is a blueprint of the American dream. A self-made man, one of their own, you can see this in that famous family photograph. He, sat on a gold throne in a tailored suit, Ivana draped in fur and precious gemstones and his youngest son riding on the back of the lion. In an eerie parallel with our own Brexit vote, I can understand how it happened. Poor opposition, campaigns embroiled in dirty tactics and lies and a desire from the electorate to regain control and kick out at the establishment. Americans have voted for change and this is much easier to sell than more of the same. It’s hard to tell what will happen when Trump takes over. As a comedian people have said it must be a gift from the gods having him in charge. In truth, yes he is perfect comedy fodder, I mean which other president fires out tweets at four in the morning in a slanging match with an Oscar winning actress?, he’s like an angry, drunken uncle with a broadband connection. To be honest though I would prefer some stability in the world, comedians are not that masochistic, that’s like saying a lifeguard only does the job because they want to watch people drown. However I do think the world has changed. I hate the way that showing compassion nowadays brands you as a “lefty” or “snowflake” since when was this trait categorized as a bad thing? I’m interested to see what happens over the next few months, Trump may trigger Armageddon, but I think they’ll be plenty of laughs along the way.

No more dramas

It was the finale of the series Sherlock last weekend and I must admit I am a fan. It’s all about that 9pm Sunday evening slot now and it’s a firm favourite in our household. I like to watch the Antiques roadshow first, because I’m basically a pensioner trapped in a 37 year olds body, Imagine, if you will a Yorkshire Benjamin button. I like to watch it on catch up, that way you get the extra frisson of excitement knowing the items are worth even more. Anyway I’d love to tell you about the series finale of Sherlock, I would, but I’m still utterly confused. There is an irony in a detective show being so baffling you need a degree in criminology just to be able to follow it. It appears Sherlock had a long lost sister, who had been dressing up as various characters and stalking him, it was like an episode of Scooby Doo. The final straw for me was seeing Paul Weller (of the Jam) laid out on the floor dressed as a Viking, I don’t know why and I don’t think he does either; utter twaddle.

Television drama is having a renaissance at the moment. Ever since the mumblefest that was Wolf Hall, I said ‘WOLF HALL!” it’s all about the feature length drama. Apparently people are writing in to complain about the lack of diction from some of the main characters in these dramas. I think they should have an interpreter, like they do late night for the deaf community. They could bring in Brian Blessed, a man who's known for vocal projection skills so impressive they could start an avalanche, you wouldn't be able to have your television volume above eight but at least you'd be able to follow the plot. The latest hit is Taboo starring the intense and brooding Tom Hardy, (“cheer up son, give us a smile!”)  I haven’t seen it but my father in law offered a succinct but devastating review; “It’s all filmed through chair legs and mist.” They turned it off and watched “How stuffs made” on Quest instead.

It's not the winning it's the taking part

It's a natural thing for parents to think their child is unique and wonderful. It's true some children will go on to achieve great things, future leaders, scientists who have moments of genius and cure diseases. However statistics dictate that some of them will reach the dizzy heights of middle management in an estate agents in Wigan and stay there until death brings the freedom they crave; but there is absolutely nothing wrong with either of those scenarios.

It's in the environment of the kids club we see this competitiveness magnified. Parents of children in the junior football team, screaming at their first born from the touch-line "mark him!" "spread the ball!" and my favourite "let me live my dreams vicariously through you!" In the case of my daughter we had to endure the nightmare that is ballet lessons. I've sat through hours of recitals and paid thirty odd quid a month to essentially watch her bow in pumps. She enjoys it but she's not a natural, she's clumsy, which is an issue for the ballerina. Yesterday she fell over on a lino floor, just collapsed into a heap like a controlled demolition, she's passionate and enthusiastic but she's no Darcey Bussell.

But it doesn't matter, it's all about confidence. I myself did karate as a child, albeit only for two weeks. I failed to see how doing my little routines up and down the floor of a working man’s club in Yorkshire, taught by a man who I’m convinced had just been recently released from prison, was going to help me in a real time combat situation. Imagine it kicks off in the middle of Nottingham, fists are flying, men wrestling each other to the ground, broken glass everywhere and then here I come, doing my little moves, "stop everyone, look at this, we appear to have been joined by an angry line dancer!"

I'm not worried about my daughter she's already an independent thinker. I realised this last week when I tried and failed to put the fatherly foot down. "Olivia" I said, "if you don't get dressed this minute, mummy, daddy and your sister will all go out and you'll be left here at home all on your own!" She looked up at me from her my little pony magazine, thought for a moment and replied, "okay daddy that sounds great" "no!" I said, "That’s not how this should go!" She continued, "you're right daddy, I need to be punished, I'll just stay here in bed with my magazine and think about how bad I've been" I tried again, the desperation evident in my voice "this isn't right Olivia, you're meant to be scared!" "I think you're the one that's scared daddy" she said smiling, "it's Sunday morning and you've got to go to IKEA" 

Well the festive season is almost upon us, where families come together as one.  It’s the same every year; you’re welded to the sofa, unable to move due to the calories consumed, it almost becomes normal to hurt after every meal. Sitting there in an ill-fitting Christmas jumper wearing a pair of slippers bought for you by someone who doesn’t understand either you or modern fashion trends. You cast a booze addled eye around the room and look at all your relatives; uncles, aunties, Grandparents, parents and cousins all in your house and you think, “aww, look at them all, sitting there, isn’t it wonderful, you know I reckon its time they cleared off. Come on then, one more game of charades Nanna, two words, sounds like “your taxi” times up old cock.”

Christmas is a strange time to be a comedian. We are all now familiar with the phenomenon of “Black Friday” a tradition passed to us from our friends in the US, which sees retailers bombarding us relentlessly for a week with offers on the cheap tat that has been sat gathering dust in their warehouses for most of the year. We have seen people lose their minds in this capitalist orgy, men punching other men for coffee makers, and televisions being ripped out the hands of a frail pensioner in the foyer of an all-night Asda. For a comedian the term “Black Friday” is something very different. It refers to that Friday before Christmas where a comedy gig can quickly resemble a bad day in Beirut. People on a works Christmas night out, sat in wonky Christmas hats, drinking heavily just to blot out the resentment and anger they feel for their colleagues sat just across from them. Shows that start hours late because the venue has tried to serve two hundred people a three course Christmas dinner with only three members of staff and being heckled mercilessly by an accountant called Nigel who thinks he’s the office joker.

I’ve had a few experiences with Christmas gigs over the years and it inspired me to re-write the classic Christmas hit Happy Christmas (war is over) by John and Oko. I see this as a fitting tribute to my fellow comedy warriors venturing out to entertain the British public this festive season:

A comedy show at Christmas oh what have you done

Another show ruined, no ones' had fun

Comedy at Christmas It’s not a bad idea

But the bellends, the pissheads, they're here every year

A very Merry Christmas, let’s try again next year

Please make it a good one and stay off the beer

Comedians at Christmas (the shows not over)

We try to stay strong (get off your phones)

We’re here to entertain you (the shows not over)

And It won't last long (please stop talking)

So Merry Merry Christmas (the shows not over)

We stand in the lights (you’re the office prick)

Ignoring the heckles (the shows not over)

And avoiding the fights (stop being a dick)

A very Merry Christmas let’s try again next year

Please make it a good one and stay off the beer

Now I like Christmas, but some people just love Christmas, and I mean LOVE it, my parents for instance. They embrace the festive season like no-one else I know and it’s truly a sight to behold. Every year since I can remember they have had a party at their house for Christmas Eve. There are games, a lucky dip tub of presents, and food galore. My mum starts cooking early, normally mid-November, the party goes on late into the night and only comes to an end once dad is too drunk to make it up the stairs and mum gets out the Dyson for some festive hoovering.

When I was much younger, my dad would even dress up as Santa Claus himself at the party, to give out presents to the other children. At the time I didn’t know this obviously, I assumed it was the man himself, particularly when I was very young. However I vividly remember the Christmas where I found out the truth about these bizarre moonlighting activities. I was nine years old and, as had happened every year before, with the party in full swing and the guests settled, at about seven o’clock my mother would suddenly announce to my father, loud enough for everyone to hear:

“Oh look Roy, we appear to have run out of beer and you’ll have to go to the shop for more”

My dad knew his line and played along with this ridiculous farce to the confusion of the assembled guests:

“Oh no love, this is a disaster I will go now I’ll be back as soon as I can.”

I’ve often wondered for years whether my mother and fathers friends thought he was a raging alcoholic or just incompetent when it came to judging drinks quantities for a social gathering, but no one ever said anything. Then came the moment, my mum, right on cue would switch on the outside light and we’d all have to look out of the window into the back garden. “Look everyone!” my mum exclaimed, “someone very special is here!” We’d all press our faces to the window and there sat on the garden bench, on the patio next to the water butt was Santa himself, it was a Christmas miracle. I remember one year when the snow started to fall, this was the mid-eighties before global warming, when seasons were still individually recognizable. With Santa Claus sat there it was like an image straight from a Christmas card. All the children would then take it in turns to go and visit him, telling him what they would like for Christmas.

Most kids are quite gullible and most were none the wiser, “Santa comes to your garden Scott, how cool are you” “Yeah me and Santa are pretty close” I’d say, enjoying the adulation, “we go way back” I had quite good patter for a nine year old.

Then came my turn. I walked down the garden path and approached Santa. “Hello boy, said a booming Yorkshire voice, have you been good this year?” “Yes I said.” “Well come a bit closer and tell me what you would like me to bring you for Christmas” I moved in towards him, he had a jolly face which was strangely familiar. I looked him up and down, the red hat, the white beard, the red suit and belt, and then I looked at his feet. It was at that point I knew. Santa Claus appeared to be wearing a pair of knackered old Reeboks, spattered with magnolia emulsion that my own father would use for doing the decorating. My heart sank, the game was up. “I know it’s you dad” he looked at me and whispered, “I couldn’t find me wellies son, don’t ruin the magic” “Of course dad I said, I know Santa doesn’t come till I’m in bed anyway, I love you”

I walked back up the garden back to the house smiling. We then all had to turn and wave goodbye to “Santa” and then went back to the party. At that point there was commotion at the front door as my dad blundered back in with six cans of lager, (he still got the quantity wrong) “What a nightmare, everywhere was shut, did I miss anything?” “Santa has been!” my mum shouted, “You missed him, like YOU DO EVERY SINGLE YEAR!”

Marvellous.

When people ask me why I do stand-up comedy, I find it very easy to answer them. I am and have always been, obsessed with it. I’ll always remember the time when I first heard “The Day Today” or the first time I watched “Blackadder”. I learnt them off by heart. The rhythms of the language and the mastery of the character creation still thrill me to this day. I was always a bit of an awkward, anxious child and comedy provided the perfect escapism. That hasn’t changed. Six years ago I discovered stand up and I was immediately addicted, but I don’t think I was quite prepared for just how it would ensnare me. When I first started people would often ask me if it was a hobby, at the time I couldn’t answer them. Now if feel I am more qualified to answer this question. Baking cakes is a hobby, playing golf once a week is a hobby, driving to Glasgow on a wet Wednesday night to perform to eight people at Bobby Wingnuts Cackle Dungeon, isn’t a hobby, it’s probably an illness.

Interestingly they never ask me how I do stand-up comedy, which would be a more revealing question. Much is said of the stand-up comedian, but the people behind the scenes often don’t get the credit they deserve. I’m not referring to agents, managers or producers; I’m talking about the unseen victims of comedy, the ones we leave behind to hold the fort and the ones who have to keep our fragile egos buoyant after a terrible gig in Glasgow. The sacrifices these poor men and women make are part of the reason we are able to get up on stage and show off for twenty minutes each weekend. I’m speaking of course about the silent partner in the double act and in my case it’s my wife Jemma.

When we met 19 years ago I didn’t do stand-up. We met at university, got married, had our first child and both embarked on proper careers, hers as a teacher and myself as a product designer. We both shared a mutual love for comedy. I knew she was the one for me when we both declared our obsession with Alan Partridge, her knowledge was remarkable, we would forensically analyse it for hours, like two tragic comedy geeks, it was marvellous. I still do it now, reciting bits of comedy, I'm weird like that, but often I’ll be told “not now love, can you take the bins out” things have inevitability moved on. As students would often sneak back home early on nights out, many people assumed this was due to unbridled lust, in reality though it's because we fancied some toast and to listen to On the Hour.

I’d been toying with the idea of doing stand-up for a while and at the age of 30 I finally decided to do it.  I do think stand-up is an inherently selfish pursuit, which is ironic as many comedians sacrifice their own social lives to entertain others, but we can’t deny it’s a moderately narcissistic activity. I'll often have to wrestle those feelings of guilt. It can be a difficult sell in any relationship, “when is your cousin getting married? A Saturday in the future?” “Oh, sorry I think I am in Wigan.”

This isn’t a whinge, it’s my choice to do comedy, and it’s a privilege to do it, but I certainly think having a family and a marriage makes it a challenge. I came to comedy quite late and although things are going well, it would have been much easier to have done it when I was in my early 20’s and living in my parents’ house, but I had nothing much to say when I was that age and certainly didn’t feel confident enough to know how to say it. The apprenticeship in comedy can be long and varied and rightly so. It can take years to get noticed, many of my favourite acts had their breaks in the late thirties and early forties and you can’t expect real life to wait in the wings.

Doing comedy continues to be the hardest but most rewarding thing I have ever done. It’s both infuriating and exhilarating in equal measure. The long nights and early starts are hard, but I never feel like I don't want to perform, if anything it's made me wants to succeed even more. Everyone makes sacrifices to do comedy, late nights, endless miles on the road, but I particularly admire the acts that are maintaining the balance between stand up and family life. They give me confidence that it can be done.  It’s not easy but I feel if you have the support it’s only an obstacle if you regard it as one. People outside of the world of comedy may assume that it’s just like any job and comics are no different to anyone else who works shifts. However I think they are, performing comedy often requires the investment of your own personality, it certainly is in my case. It can be an emotionally draining experience, you don’t just clock in and out. You might have just had a standing ovation or died on your arse so badly you feel you’ve left a bit of your soul behind. Either way it’s difficult to get up the following morning and build Duplo with your kids, you need an hour or so to decompress.

It’s always unusual getting back home in the early hours of the morning when all the family is in bed and the house is silent. I like my little routine, the bowl of cereal at 2am and back to back couples who kill on the investigation channel; marvellous.  I then have to sneak into the bedroom and try to find my way to my side of the bed using only the digits of my radio alarm clock as a rudimentary landing strip. My wife rarely stirs. I hope we never get burgled when I am away, as she would probably just wake up to ask him if he had a nice gig and then go back to sleep again.

Having responsibilities does bring pressure but it also brings a way to connect with the audiences every weekend. More experienced acts have said to me, “you need something outside of the bubble” the “bubble” being the world of stand up. There is certainly some truth in this, if all you do is gig, what else can you talk about?

Being married and having a family life is a sure fire way to create material, an expensive and stressful way perhaps, but it's effective. Although, failing that, you can probably get away with people watching on the back of the night bus with a notepad; you could probably unearth some comedy gold without all that extra responsibility.

I’m very lucky in that my wife has not given me an ultimatum, which does often happen to some comedians in marriages, but there have been times when the bank of goodwill has been low on credit, especially with the arrival of our second child this February. I have to always remind myself that Jemma didn't tick the WAC box on the marriage form (wife of a comedian) and I'm dragging her along on this venture, but the support she gives me had been unwavering and I will forever be in debt to her for that. We are getting used to a different lifestyle as a family. We are learning how to make it work. Twice now have all gone up to the fringe together, once staying in a flat and last year spending the month in a static caravan. We could have probably gone to Disneyland for the same price and I was probably one of the only comics whose fringe experience closely resembled that of Alan Partridge, but it was great having them with me.

My six year old daughter has had some very cool fringe experiences; it's the perk of having a dad who does comedy. When she returned to school after the summer break last year she had to draw a picture of something she did during the holidays. She proudly handed in a picture of her onstage with the Funz and Gamez crew, (her teacher corrected the spelling) she has met Bonzo the dog and Jim the elf, smashed an egg over her dads head and had a brutal staring competition with Phil Ellis; she still talks about it to this day.

I recently took her with me to a festival where I was performing at. She was allowed to hang around backstage and was well looked after, although she was intrigued enough to pop her head around the stage door of the tent, she did this right on cue I might add, she clearly already has better comic timing than her father.

I don't know what the future holds for me in comedy, there are no guarantees. What I do know though is that if I am ever fortunate enough to have some success in comedy, it certainly wouldn't have been possible without the sacrifices made by my family waiting back at home.

So I’ve been meaning to write this piece for a few weeks now, but frankly it’s been too hot and it’s sapped every last drop of my motivation. I’ve spent most of this month padding around my house naked, the electricity meter whirring round to power my ever increasing collection of inadequate desk fans. Any energy I may have had has been used to take the wrapper off my Lollipop (and no that’s not a euphemism). We are now in full summer mode and although I can’t argue against the benefits of the much welcomed injection of vitamin D into my pasty white carcass, I must admit I’m not a fan of the summer months. Don’t get me wrong I do enjoy the longer nights, a beer in the garden (but that’s mainly because of the beer) a chance to give friends and family food poisoning at my own BBQ and that mood of optimism in the air; but despite that I don’t think the summer agrees with me.

Recently I was fortunate enough to perform comedy in Ibiza, to the British holidaymakers. I had some time off before the show and thought I’d go and relax on the beach. That’s the other thing that I hate about the summer; having to compete with all the beautiful people. We’ve all seen that advert “get beach body ready” well mine was ready in 1997 when I was 18. I was sat there on the beach amongst the toned and tanned locals, my blotchy white body spattered with badly applied factor 50, having to position my sunglasses carefully on my nose so I wouldn’t brand myself with the piping hot metal frame. I’m holding my kindle and wearing my brand new Clarks’ sandals to stop my terrified feet being burnt to a crisp when I waked over to my sun lounger. I wasn’t exactly blending in.

In the UK we seem to have extremes when it comes to the weather. It’s always so unexpected, it catches us off guard. Snow that comes so heavy that everything grinds to a holt, floods that border on the biblical and days so hot and humid you feel like you’ve been parachuted into an oil field in Iraq. I find it hard to even think when temperatures creep into the thirties, small tasks seem as daunting as an expedition to Everest. On the hottest day of the year my wife and I had to change the bed, a task that makes me want to weep at the best of times. After the first pillow case I was already wet through, the sweat was pouring down my back and running in between my butt cheeks like a river and I had so much sweat in my eyes I couldn’t see the buttons on the duvet cover.

The thing the summer does though is give us Brits something to talk about, our favorite subject; the weather. As the temperature increases our ways of describing it becomes more and more bizarre. “Ohh isn’t it muggy out there!” No, unless you’ve just being mugged, that makes no sense. “The problem is, it’s just too close” well yes it will be close, it’s the weather and it’s all around you. In Yorkshire they used to say “eeee its crackin’ flags out there!” meaning it’s so hot it’s capable of causing fracture to your patio slabs, quite poetic, but still sounds like utter bollocks. “It’s warm we can’t work; pass me a beer” that’s all the words you need.

Everyone has their own methods for coping with the heat; particularly at night. I’m almost used to falling asleep now to the gentle white noise of a humming desk fan. There is always that moment when you forget wear the fan is and proceed to trip yourself up over the cable on the way to your 4^th pee of the night. I don’t wear my bed clothes in a heatwave, but I like a single sheet on me, there has to be a small amount of weight there. I can’t do totally naked, laid out like a human sacrifice, I feel far too vulnerable. Also the hot weather brings with it the increase in midges and blood sucking insects and the last thing I want is to offer myself up like some sort of human all you can eat buffet.  

It’s normally the early hours of the morning when the heat subsides enough to allow you to drift off. You’ve then got at least 4 hours of fidgety, sweat soaked sleep before you are rudely awaken by that “summer soundtrack”. The buzz of a Strimmer, a lawnmower, the neighbour building yet another outdoor “project” that just seems to be him hammering the same nail in again and again for three straight hours, or a determined mosquito who proceeds to fly back and forth past your ear until you eventually declare war, put the light on and chase him round the room with a rolled up newspaper.

The daytimes are easier; you can always find relief in an air conditioned shop or supermarket. If you’re crafty you can spend twenty minutes in the frozen food isle leaning over some Aunt Bessies roast potatoes, wearing nothing but your underwear. It’s heaven and really reduces your core body temperature; the hour interview in the manager’s office and the subsequent court appearance is a small price to pay.

As a blonde haired white man, I burn like kindling in the most moderate of heat. I think we underestimate the weather in the UK, like the sun is somehow a different one to the one that you lie back and bask in on a foreign holiday. We seem to think nothing of doing a full day’s work in the garden, bear chested, without sun cream and with only the one cup of tea to hydrate us. “Its fine love, we are in Wigan on a Wednesday, it’s not going to burn me, this is British sun; best in the world!” the day after we are in agony, peeling sheets of skin of our bodies so large you could wrap presents with them.

In the summer months my hayfever condition announces itself with a new found anger and aggression, like a pitbull on steroids. With eyes streaming like I’ve just been tear gassed, a nose itchier than that of a supermodel with a grand a day coke habit, hives and bumps on my skin a blind man could read as brail and body riddled with so many antihistamines I can barely stay conscious.  All in all it’s not a good “look.” They always warn you about not operating heavy machinery when you take antihistamines, which makes me feel sad, how many forklift truck drivers and welders are struggling out there? Unable to work because they have to walk that fine line between sleeping or sneezing.

Summer attire is also stressful. I am completely lost with the sock, sandal, plimsole, deck shoe or moccasin etiquette. There are normal length socks, sometimes worn with leather sandals, which only geography teachers and bible salesmen are allowed to wear. There are trainer socks, which seem more socially acceptable, white socks though, never black, particularly if you are wearing shorts. Black socks with trainers and shorts looks like you’ve been doing P.E at school and forgotten your kit and had to rummage around in the lost property box. There are now invisible socks, which sit below the shoe line, providing that that barrier between your sweaty trotter and footwear, without anyone knowing, it’s the fashion equivalent of a magic trick, like the strapless bra but on your foot.

I find picking clothes for a heatwave is difficult. I never go commando though, I don’t care how hot it is, I still need some organization down there. When it’s warm my testicles seem to be constantly in love with my inner thighs, I often have to peel them away from each other like I’m removing a sticker from a windscreen. It’s like a battle down there most days and both parties need to be segregated for their own good.

I can’t and won’t wear a vest and going topless isn’t something I feel comfortable with. The other day I saw a man with his top off, riding a ladies bike with a basket on the front. In the basket of the bike there was a pack of lager and a small dog keeping looking out; it was like a low budget version of the film E.T. It was 24 degrees and we were in a car park outside Lidl, it’s not the Algarve but your top back on. A vest can look good, it certainly keeps you cool. However it also gives your body odour free reign to cause chaos to everyone in the local vicinity. The last time I wore a vest was a few summers ago. I had to run for the bus that morning, hot and fighting a raging hangover and no money to buy deodorant, I knew I was in trouble. I could sense the pungent, onion flavored stench festering in the alcove of my armpits. I spent the rest of the day walking round with my arms rigidly locked to my sides like I was in an imaginary straight jacket and remembering not to reach, high five or wave to anyone.

It’s quite late now and the heat has subsided, I’m going to attempt to turn in for the night, or maybe the whole season? I might find the coolest spot in the house; black out the windows, fill my socks with ice, and survive on nothing but a freezer full of Magnum Classics.

See you in October

Last month, on a Thursday I found myself alone in Manchester. I had time to kill so I did something I haven’t done before; I went to the cinema alone, in the middle of the day and it was bliss. It’s something a lot of travelling comics do to avoid the car park that is the rush hour on the M6 or to distract them from their own thoughts; one of the two, anyway it was about 2pm when I made my solo trip to the Odeon in central Manchester.

I’d opted to see Deadpool, a film which I heard a lot about but hadn’t really shown much interest in. It’s another one of these Marvel comic book adaptations and I must admit I really enjoyed it. I wasn’t prepared however, for just for how violent and non-family friendly it was. I understand how it’s subverting the superhero genre and is knowingly self-aware, I just I didn’t expect to see brain matter spattered across the screen 20 minutes into a superhero movie; I’d barely started tucking into my popcorn.

It got me thinking about some of the cinema experiences I have had, both as an adult and a young movie goer. So here, in no particular order, are some that are the most memorable, for various reasons:

Terminator 2 (1991) Wakefield ABC Cinema (Now demolished) Certificate 15

I was 12 years old when Arnie hit our screens, in arguably his greatest ever performance. As an Austrian body builder, with zero acting range, playing a cyborg that is unable to covey any emotion; was always the role he was born to play.   I remember the hype around this film, everyone at school wanted to see it, some had indeed claimed they already had. This was 1991, the era of the first ever pirate videos. There was always a lad at school who claimed he had already seen all of the blockbusters years before. He had an uncle in America who had a camcorder and sent back recordings to his dad hidden in the belly of a Care Bear on a British Airways flight into Leeds Bradford airport. You have to remember that this was in the days where camera technology wasn’t very advanced, they were massive for starters, they looked like something you’d win on bullseye. Getting that into the cinema would have been a challenge. Smuggling a family sized bag of Malteasers is one thing but a 3 foot Sanyo camera that weighs the best part of a sack of gravel would’ve been impossible. It was a false economy anyway; £10 to watch the back of a blokes head, and the awkward moment when he whispers that he needs the toilet and you are forced to watch a director’s cut of him taking a leak.

Now Terminator 2 was a certificate 15, I was 12 and I looked it. This was a problem. I remember when I ventured into the world of underage drinking, the barmaid in the local boozer (where people were served in school uniform) confronted us all once in the booth in the corner of the pub, as we were plucking up courage to go and buy a round, and pointing at each of us in turn, like she was selecting players for a football team said: “I’ll serve him, her, him, her” and pointing at me, “not him obviously, look at his face!”

Anyway, my dad was taking me and a friend to Terminator 2, he was also 12 but he was lucky enough to have a face ravaged by the effects of puberty. Lying about my age wasn’t new to me but it would often be in the opposite direction. My brother and I had both been classed as “under 3” for years by my thrifty father whenever we went swimming or travelled on a bus. Surprisingly getting me into a certificate 15 wasn’t too much of a challenge; I just tucked in behind my father, strode confidently and remembered to keep puffing on the cigarette. There was a sticky moment when an attendant asked my father for my date of birth and I thought he would be rumbled like Gordon in the great escape, but he nailed it.

The film was brilliant, it’s a classic. The high point was where Arnie was in pursuit of the T-1000 and my friend and I got a bit carried away and shouted “Go Arnold, kill him! Kill Him!” we blew our cover as moody 15 year old teenagers in an instant, but we didn’t care, it was the best film we’d ever seen and we were transfixed.

50 Shades of Grey (2015) Leeds Odeon Certificate 18

It was one of the most anticipated films of the year and nearly two hours of my life I will never get back. My wife suggested that we should go and see this as she was a fan of the books. I was concerned, not because of the sexual content I’d heard about, mainly because I’d been led to believe that this Christian Grey fella had converted is own basement into a dungeon. Frankly DIY isn’t my forte, It took me two weeks to put up some shelves so I think a dungeon is probably beyond me. Also that’s not the sort of project I could ring my dad to ask for help with. She said to not be so ridiculous, we were all adults and that we were going to go on a double date with my brother and his girlfriend, which was not at all awkward in any way? We decided to sit in couples, to make things less uncomfortable, because the last thing you want during the sex scenes is to look to the left to see your own brother trying to bury his head in his popcorn just to avoid eye contact.

Incidentally I had another worry during the screening due to an earlier mishap. I am a person often afflicted with an involuntary muscular spasm; I think it’s quite common. It mainly affects me at night as my body starts to relax, I’ll often kick out in bed just before I go to sleep and it’s like my last little fight to see the day off. Well, we were at the concession stand and I was buying my wife and I some popcorn, as I was about to pay I had a muscular twitch and proceeded to throw about eight quid of loose change into her popcorn. I was mortified, I just said to the guy on the counter; “Just take it out of that pal” and walked away ashamed. It made things tense though, every mouthful she took I was worried she was going to choke on a pound coin and pulling off the Heimlich manoeuvre during in erotic thriller would have been awkward to say the least.

The film is dreadful, turgid and probably one of the most confusingly misogynistic films I’ve ever had the misfortune to see. The message seems to be, if a blokes obscenely rich, good looking, takes you out in a glider, buys you a car, then happily sign up to be his slave. I’m sure the attraction to Christian Grey wouldn’t have had the same level of potency if he was a middle aged balding lorry driver from Wigan who took you into his mum’s conservatory when she was at Bingo, to spank you on the bum with a Greggs’ Steak Bake.

I know it’s popular, I’m not been a miserable old prude. I’m old enough to remember the controversy when the film Basic Instinct came out; in fact my wife and I will still often recreate the infamous legs crossing and uncrossing scene, although she thinks I should just buy a dressing gown that actually fits.

Marley and Me (2008) Nottingham Showcase Cinema

Many films are classed as date movies, which often means a film which I have no interest in seeing but will go along to appease my wife. The weepfest that is Marley and Me was one such movie. Starring Owen Wilson, a man with all the charisma of a dish cloth and Friends star Jennifer Aniston, or was it Iggy Pop? I can’t quite recall. It was a film about a family who buy a dog, the dog becomes part of the family and then the dog dies. I am sure I am simplifying the plot but essentially this is the main thrust of the story. Now we have never owned a dog, we can’t I’m allergic, but we’ve never planned on owning a dog, yet my wife was inconsolable. Even my offer of some chilli nachos or a hot dog (arguably not the greatest suggestion on reflection) could distract her from the all-consuming grief she had for this family and their canine bereavement.

I’m not totally unfeeling don’t get me wrong. I understood why she was moved to tears. There are many films which often turn be into a gibbering wreck with puffy eyes;  Planes Trains and Automobiles, (particularly the ending when John Candy confesses his wife has died), It’s a wonderful life (obviously) and Sylvester Stallone’s’ heartfelt speech at the end of Rocky 4. Clumsily delivered, with over the top anti-Russian sentiment and blundering American pride, it often makes my want to grab a flag of the stars and stripes, order a burger and weep like a baby.

The Lion King/Big Hero 6/ (kids films in general)

Going to see a children’s’ film at the cinema quite an experience. Before I had children of my own I remember taking my brother, who is 10 years younger than me, to see The Lion King. It still remains one of the most stressful and intense two hours of my life. I don’t think I was prepared for the carnage that is a screening rammed full of 6-7 year olds, high on Haribo and unable to hold their bladders for more than twenty minutes.  

I think the cinemas vastly overestimate the concentration span of young children. To this day, with my children, I try and avoid going to sit through the trailers. Some screenings have trailers lasting forty five minutes. They are as good as gold for the forthcoming releases, BMW adverts and the Pearl and Dean music, but as soon as the feature starts you turn round and they have disappeared under the seat in front and are trying to make a den out of used popcorn holders.

There is also the trend of many of these films having a theme of death in the storyline. The Lion King, Big Hero 6, Bambi all feature relatives snuffing it within the first half hour. It can leave children traumatised, they don’t see it coming. At my daughters age (6) death is an ongoing fascination for her, I have to answer constant questions about the mortality of the human race; but it’s not something I want to have to explain at length for two hours in a Pizza Express on a Saturday afternoon.

Saving Private Ryan (1998) Curzion Cinema Loughborough

Netflix may be the beginning of the end for the humble cinema. Let’s face it, it’s not as cheap as it was, (especially without a Yorkshire dad to smuggle you in for free) and it’s a hassle to organise baby sitters and make the effort to get there. However what Netflix can’t recreate is that sense of excitement and tension when a full auditorium of cinemagoers is spellbound by the power of a movie.  

When I was a student the local Cinema in Loughborough would offer a student night where you could go and see the latest releases for £2.50. We practically lived there, it was amazing value. I remember the night when we decided to go and see the new Tom Hanks war film, Saving Private Ryan. I recall it was about 8 of us who decided to have a night off from our studies (drinking) to venture into town to see it. With most films I’ve seen there is always that frisson of excitement before the film starts, the chatter and excitement during the trailers and as the lights dim. This night was no different. We sat there passing down snacks, which we’d smuggled in one of the girls’ handbags, and then settled down as the film started. Now those first twenty opening minutes, I don’t know if you can recall, are probably some of the most raw and visceral things I’ve ever witnessed, they took your breath away. It came completely out of the blue and was such a contrast to the jovial atmosphere that preceded it.  I remember looking round at that packed cinema and noticing one thing, absolute silence, we were all transfixed and remained so for the entire film. That’s the power of cinema and in a room full of people all sharing it together, it can take it from a simple passive medium into a total immersive experience. I love it.

As I sit down to write this I am sipping away at my 6^th coffee of the day. This one has been made using my brand new coffee maker I received as a birthday gift. My kitchen is like a fragrant, noisy, caffeine infused version of Breaking Bad. I love coffee and in the midst of the sleep deprived rabbit hole that the arrival of a 10 week old baby brings, I need it.

The stronger the better is my motto. I’m not content until I am kept awake for nights on end, with just the sound of my grinding teeth and vibrating eyeballs punctuating the silence. My job as a comedian means driving, endless miles on Britain’s motorways, with late night diversions that take me forty miles out of my way, plunging me tired and emotional into the heart of the Derbyshire countryside. The thought of doing this caffeine free is unthinkable.

I often take a coffee with me in the car, even though the cup-holders are shockingly woeful in design. I have to make the choice between putting a coffee in the holder and changing gear, which is awkward. The diameter of the cup is also such a tight fit that I often pull the top of the cup off and spill coffee all in the car and over my jeans. On more than one occasion now I have had to drive, partially naked from the waist down, with my jeans drying over the heaters.

Coffee is a passion; for me it’s a bit like a good bottle of wine.  I like my coffee to have a story. I’m not interested in some freeze dried, corporate, mass manufactured bastardization of that beautiful bean.  It needs to have a soul. I want my coffee beans to be exotic, to have been grown from seeds first passed through the digestive system of an ageing mountain goat at high altitude. It should have a caffeine content that borders on the illegal and a body smoother than a chat up line from an Italian waiter who has took a shine to your wife. It should be gentle with a finish so long that you could watch the Lord of The Rings box set and still be able to taste it. Afterwards I want that lingering smell to permeate through my entire house like a plug in air freshener and every time you inhale you experience that magic all over again.

I heard recently that in many university campuses the planners now are choosing to avoid the sticky floored boozer and are opting instead for a coffee shop, with leather sofas and free wifi. At first I was stunned by this statistic, I mean how many student liaisons were nurtured near the jukebox in a sweaty union bar on a wet Wednesday night, where a snake bite and black was only £1? I include myself in this group. I met my wife in freshers week and I dread to think what she would have really thought of me if all we had swimming round our bellies was a soya chai latte with a hint of cinnamon. However now I understand, coffee is big business.

Coffee culture exploded into the UK in the mid-nineties and we have never looked back. I’m old enough to remember a time before there was a Costa or Nero’s on every street. The Gold Blend coffee adverts, where viewers where captivated with a blossoming romance happening over a cup of instant coffee, showed how we regarded the drink at the time. We brits were not seduced by the fancy coffee shop culture of our French or Italian cousins. My dad still to this day secretly prefers the instant variety, he thinks the freeze dried granules are the nearest us mere mortals will get to consuming foods made for astronauts. He’s convinced that the best cup of coffee he has ever tasted was served in a polystyrene cup out of a van at a rainy car boot sale in a field in Doncaster in 1989. Although this may have something to do with the fact that it was 25p and came with a free Club biscuit.

During my childhood there were very few options for coffee enthusiasts. You had two main choices, a flask or a greasy spoon café. I even to this day remember my mum and dads flask in great detail. An old Stanley Thermos Tartan printed one, with a screw top. It never poured properly and it had a removable cup that the whole family had to share. Our summers seemed to be on repeat. We always seemed to go to an airshow, it always rained, I was always in a cagoule and I always had the last go on the cup from the flask.

No one ever sat down and relaxed in a coffee shop back then, we always seemed to be on the move. We did go to a greasy spoon café on a Saturday afternoon in Wakefield before going to see an afternoon matinee at the cinema. With chequered table cloths and a big plastic tomato sauce holder in the middle as a rudimentary paperweight, the place was a bit of a dive. It had a glass window with water running down it, I used to think it was quite a stylish addition, looking back it was probably a creative twist on a leaking condensing pipe. I would have a steak Canadian and a calypso pop (the E numbers kept you going all day) and my dad would have an egg butty and a cup of tea. Everyone seemed to drink tea back then; rumour has it that we won wars on tea. My wife’s family are huge tea drinkers; my father in law was pushing fifteen brews a day when he used to “work” for the council. When he first met me he offered me a brew, I refused (as I didn’t really care for it at the time, I preferred Ribena) he looked at my wife as if to say, “not sure about this one love!”

A visit to a coffee shop is part of our family routine every weekend now. The people who work in these places are proper cool; I think I’m ever so slightly in awe of one of the dudes in our local establishment. I use the term “dude” deliberately. They are like the kids at school who had a motorbike at sixteen, smoked roll ups and could play the guitar. With a quiff in the hair, a t-shirt with rolled up sleeves and those things that the youth put in their ears now which make the lobes look like the eyelets in a tarpaulin or camping ground sheet, it’s the job I would have wanted when I was younger.

It’s interesting that the coffee shops never really suffered during the recession. It’s the one luxury we are not prepared to forfeit. I worked out recently that I’m spending on average ten pounds a week on coffee, that’s over five hundred quid a year on beans! Even Jack wouldn’t have gone with that deal and he got a beanstalk out of it. But, I don’t begrudge it, particularly if it’s going to support the independent guys of the coffee world. I won’t mention the corporate giants; let’s just call them “Tarducks” who attempt to make a connection with you by asking your name to write on the cup. It didn’t wash with me, I used to say “HMRC” and then quickly take my coffee and leave.

A week ago I became a father again for the second time. My second daughter Sophia was born in the early hours of 4^th Feb after a labour and birth so fast; she could have broken the Olympic record for the baby luge. You hear horror stories about women enduring hours in labour, our second daughter was born in just over 30 mins; we didn’t even need to pay for the parking. My dad said, “She’s got Yorkshire genes that one, you could have kept the engine running son!” When they gave her to my wife she still had her coat on, a parker with a furry hood, it was like Kenny from South Park had just given birth.

Our first daughter, Olivia, who is now 5, although she’s 3 when we go to the local swimming baths (an old trick of my fathers, “get on board with the fraud” as he used to say) was born just as quick too. My wife seems to be able to push out children with the pelvic power of a Russian gymnast who’s spent their life in the circus. With both births we were a traffic light change away from having them in the car. I often think it’s a shame we didn’t as it would have made naming them a doddle. “Have you met my daughters, Ford Focus Saloon and her sister Kia Sportswagon!”

At the NCT groups they encourage you to write a birthing plan for when you have your baby. We wrote one for our first child birth, it was quite specific. We would arrive in plenty of time at the hospital, my wife, dressed in a new silk Kimono with matching toenails, would stride though the hospital to her room, listening the best of pan pipe moods on the Ipod, I would be behind her scattering fresh lavender and whispering motivational thoughts. She would then hop onto the bed and gently and calmly, give birth.

The reality was of course very different. Her waters went in the car, we ran across the car park screaming, my wife due to the pain, I over the extortionate parking prices and our daughters’ head appeared in the corridor. I didn’t even have time to scatter the lavender; we had to make do with a few squirts of Febreeze. I also suggested this as a name for our daughter but was sternly told to shut it.

If the first birth was dramatic, the second one, like any good horror movie sequel was faster, louder and way gorier. People often say that child birth is magical, beautiful even. I agree it’s pretty amazing, but to describe it as magical isn’t correct. If it is magical then that magician is a psychopath who’s strangled his rabbits, chopped off his assistants head and forced his doves into a blender. I really think childbirth is the one thing that reminds us that we are all indeed just animals.

This time we almost didn’t make it to the hospital at all. As I skidded into the car park, pulling off a handbrake turn that even the Stig would’ve been proud of, the baby’s head had appeared. This was incidentally, a new car. It’s an unwritten rule that as soon as you are about to father a second child, you are marched at gunpoint to the nearest car dealers and forced to purchase a people carrier. There are many optional extras; a scattering of yogurt covered raisins across the back seats, the best of Deep Purple on compact disc and a setting built into the back seats to trigger your children to need the toilet on any stretch of the motorway with no services and no hard shoulder.

Obviously when we were asked where we would like to have the baby, I didn’t say in a mid-priced family car with extra leg room and air-conditioning; I said Queens Medical Centre, City Hospital or my preferred choice, Waitrose. Mainly because I would like her to have the best start in life, it’s the nearest she’s going to get to a private education. Imagine the advantage of being born in between the Quinoa and the Quails eggs; she’s bound to excel.

Once again I got the chance to cut the umbilical cord; I felt like I was a mayor opening a supermarket, “I now declare our social life, over!” This is the thing you need to understand about me, I make jokes to try and diffuse tension. If you’ve ever watched the programme “one born every minute” you’d know that in the mayhem of a labour suite a man is already surplus to requirements; you’re just generally getting in the way. Well a man who is also a comedian is as useful in this situation as a Yorkshireman at a charity auction. My wife made the passing remark; “oh, ignore my husband he’s a bit of a comedian” the midwife didn’t understand that she meant this in a professional context, she may well have said: “oh, ignore my husband; he’s a bit of a dickhead.” Yet despite this I think I still managed to pull a pretty good joke out of the bag. Emotional, under pressure and whilst cradling my new daughter I said; “When you think about it a midwife and a comedian have a lot in common, it’s all in the delivery!” the midwife didn’t laugh, she just looked at my wife, who raised her eyes, looked away and then said; “Well, I suppose I best fetch the weighing scales” what an idiot I am.

Now it’s been five years since we’ve had a baby in the house and these are the top three things I’d forgotten all about:

Baby Hygiene

There is nothing filthier in the world than the folds of a baby’s neck. Given the choice of cleaning that or a bottom crease, I’d take the bottom any day of the week. It’s unbelievable, she’s barely been on this earth for a week and it’s like running your finger inside the hem of a marathon runners shorts. It’s not just the stale milk, its fluff, and other substances that even scientists’ in a lab couldn’t identify. I feel like I’m rummaging down the back of a sofa in a crack den. My wife lost my car keys the other day, “I’ve checked everywhere” she said, “Have you checked the baby’s neck?” I replied, “Have a look for mine in there too whilst you’re at it!”

Seriously there is more DNA and bacteria in that neck, if you took a swab you could go home and grow yourself another child.

I’ve also forgotten the sheer terror of running the gauntlet of walking down my own hall way whilst avoiding the incoming shelling of nappy bags been thrown from the landing by my tired and irritable wife. I got hit yesterday, full on the back of the head; it’s like living in the trenches.

Night Noises

I forgot how much noise babies make. I’m not talking about the crying, I’m talking about the continual low level grunts, snorts and whistles. Like fridge freezers babies just make these low level noises all night. The first night when we got home it was like sharing a room with Gollum. Last night she let out a wheeze so long and deep it was like someone had trod on a bagpipe.

Old people love babies

It’s amazing the power having a new born baby in the house can bring. People have been very generous. We’ve had amazing presents; as much cake as you can eat and all we have had to do in return is let them look at this tiny human. I always feel it’s a bit one way at the moment; she can’t even say thank you. It’s like looking after a pork loin joint, you just have to make sure you check on it every now and then. She is amazing but doesn’t do much. Although I have noticed that, like with many newborn babies she only looks like two people at the moment; an angry, miniature Jack Nicholson or a generic nightclub doorman.

When you are out for a walk that’s when things get interesting. Old people love babies, regardless of whether they know who you are not. I’ve often wondered if they think that babies have some sort of life giving power, a bit like the character Rogue in X-Men, who could remove the powers, physical strength and memories from anyone she touches; I wonder if they think they can grab the youth from them by giving them a quick cuddle. I regular have to run the gauntlet when I’m out with the pram. I got ambushed the other day by two of them in the park; they came at me like police squad cars boxing in a joyrider. Lovely old ladies and they did mean well. Their heads went straight into the pram, cooing with excitement I then had to then field the usual questions:

“What’s her name?”

“When was she born?”

“How much did she weigh?”

That last question I have always found a little baffling. It’s a human not a fish, what is the obsession people have with this statistic? Is there a massive game of guess the weight of the baby that I am unaware of? Congratulations, the winning weight was 8lb 7oz; you’ve won the George Forman Grill! It’s always the question people ask, but I suppose when she is a new born baby that’s the most appropriate time to ask this. You couldn’t approach a fully grown adult in the park and ask them how much they weighed; I mean you could, but expect to get slapped.

Right, I’m off to check my warranty booklet for the people carrier to see if “almost having a child in the front seat” is covered.

I would say that becoming a father again has been an unforgettable and amazing experience and just like with the first birth I am left with one overriding thought; thank Christ I am a man.

I write this having just put my daughter (Olivia, 5) to bed after reading her a bedtime story. It’s one of the perks of being a parent and one of the rare times in the day where both of you feel totally free from distraction. The format of the reading is often the same. First she reads to me one of her books procured from the school library. She is a library monitor (I have no idea what this role entails) and claims to have the pick of the books to bring home. Yet despite this we always tend to get books that cover two main topics; Witches and animals. Occasionally she will bring home a Star Wars book which contains detailed drawings of the Millennium Falcon and a family tree of the Skywalker family. Not exactly ideal for night time reading.

Modern teaching focusses on using phonics to teach children to read. They sound out the words and say them out loud. It’s very effective, although Liv tends to shout these out which makes you feel like you are being read to by a town crier or an evangelical minister from the Deep South giving a sermon. Still, its brilliant and you can see the pleasure she gets from being able to read a book herself.

Olivia is part of “Generation – Z” a group of children brought up entirely immersed in technology. They are often nicknamed “digital natives” as it’s a part of their life from birth. Many of this generation will have careers related to the digital world. They are also one of the generations most influenced by advertising; whether it is spewed onto their Facebook timelines, adverts on you tube or clogging up their email accounts. I have watched my daughter when she picks up a mobile phone and it’s amazing. She enters the key code, fires up the Cbeebies app and gets cracking on a game, not before switching it to airplane mode so she’s not interrupted by an incoming call. When she comes into the living room to watch television she’ll often ask if I can “switch it to channel 603 (Boomerang) please daddy, Scooby Doo is on” “Ok darling, I think it’s just about to finish”, “Ah, okay, put 618 on then Daddy, that’s Boomerang+1!” It’s like living with the head of digital programming.

It’s all on demand and they are in complete control. I still don’t think she fully appreciates the power of being able to pause live television. When I was a kid that would have blown my mind, it would have been like wizardry. I overheard my daughter telling her friend, “it’s okay; I’ll watch that on Iplayer!” I had to plan to watch television, meals had to be rescheduled, social events had to be cancelled and yes, I could have recorded it on the video, but I was often out and I wasn’t going to trust my mother with the task of having to record it for me. I’m not saying she struggles with technology, but let’s just say that still to this day on her coffee table there is a thing called “the idiot book” which my dad has written for her. Spiral bound, written in large fonts, it contains step by step instructions for operation of household appliances, from toasters through to televisions. I’m not saying she didn’t try, she did, but more often than not the tape would run out fifteen minutes from the end or she had recorded a late night Channel 4 news special instead.

Look, I’m not a Luddite, I love technology. As a stand-up comic it’s part of the business now to have a social media profile, website, show reel. Although often I’ll just use it to try and get free stuff from companies or tweet along humorous, but ultimately worthless comments about “The Apprentice” “The Bake Off” or my new favourite “The Great Pottery Throwdown” (honest, its brilliant and I’m getting a potter’s wheel in the shed). However I do think we are losing something in this technological age.

Social Interaction

As a consequence of spending more and more time in our digital worlds we neglect the simple pleasure of conversation. My wife and I will often spend many quality hours together, snuggled on the sofa, each of us looking at our own phones, just browsing through Facebook to see how other people are living their lives. I think there is a certain amount of pressure associated with social media. I often feel, and this may be because I am an insecure funny man, an urge to upload happy family pictures, status updates about perfect day trips and stuff my daughter has said that could melt even the coldest of hearts. There is an element of competiveness to convey that life through a social media profile. In many ways it has replaced the phone call or the catch up down the pub. For comedians the lure of Facebook is just too great, not only do we often get work through it, but it’s that feeling of having an audience, a platform to entertain from. I often wonder how long it will be until a comic tries a joke on stage and when it gets no response says “Oh Come on, that got 58 likes on Facebook!”

There are many articles online which talk about the dangers for Olivia’s generation of the lack of actual physical interaction with other humans. The digital world is comfortable, you set the limits and if you are shy it can be a fantastic way of discovering who you are and friends who feel the same way. I’ve not been a parent long, I am away a lot, mainly weekends, and my wife is the one who steers the ship most of the time, but we are both concerned about the world my daughter is growing up in. She is still too little at the moment to be fully embraced by that digital universe, but it won’t be long. She will probably grow up with a shorter attention span but an ability to truly multitask. Using a tablet or phone whilst watching television will be second nature, but getting a conversation out of her will be practically impossible; I’d probably have to tweet her using the #speaktoyourfamily.

Parenting by devices

I often think it must have been so hard for my mum and dad without all this technology and social media to distract them, back then you had to actually interact with your kids. Don’t get me wrong I totally understand the lure of giving your kid a mobile phone or ipad to keep them occupied. Before children the important things about choosing a restaurant to eat in where things like; is the food good, what’s the atmosphere like, do they have a good wine cellar. After you have kids, the only pre-requisite is that they give out crayons and a colouring sheet….and that’s just to keep me occupied!

Despite this I always try and put the phone away during time with the family, although it is hard. My wife will often call me on it with a shout of “phone” it’s a technique similar to that of teaching a child not to pick their nose. I’ve seen some terrible examples of this sort of behaviour though and it does make me question whether we as humans can regulate ourselves with this sort of technology. I think we are all crave attention to a certain degree, we like validation, it makes us feel good. I think this explains the birth of the “Selfie” I have never taken one although I do spend an awful amount of time looking in the mirror and trying to perfect my hair. Just as a side point here, why is it my hair always looks its best just before I am about to go to bed? It’s incredible; it’s as if it takes a whole day to bed in. Sometimes I will be in the bathroom, catch my reflection in the mirror and think, “Wow, it’s a shame to sleep on this, what a waste keeping this from the world” my wife walked in behind me at that point, she’d come in to brush her teeth, even she said I should go out. I’ll often nip down the supermarket just to feel like I have made use of it, thank god for 24hr shopping. Ten years my wife and I have been together now, we met in a nightclub during freshers week at university. You wouldn’t think that would last would you? I remember it well, it was 2.30am, I’d just arrived in the club, I wasn’t planning on going out, but then I saw my hair and thought, let’s do this.

Anyway, back to the point. We were once out for a family meal and we were sat next to another young family on the neighbouring table, a father, mother and their young daughter. The daughter was doing some colouring (as mentioned earlier this is now a must for family dining) and was trying to get the attention of her parents. After several minutes of ignoring her she began to get quite agitated. I looked over and it was at that point I saw both parents on their own phones, flicking through pictures of their child and trying to decide which ones to upload to Facebook. The kid is in front of you, in 3D, in perfect resolution, stop living through that screen and experience life!

I don’t want to come across as condescending here; I am not a perfect parent by any means. There are times when I have given my daughter a device to keep her occupied when out in public, although in hindsight handing her a phone on a Sunday morning walk around a lake, may have been naive. I’m joking of course, but I have done it. How can I compete with a phone, its amazing technology, you’ve got a whole world of cbeebies games and puzzles or your dad waffling on about squirrel habitats and “how much carp is probably in that lake” which would you pick?

Still, sometimes I am stunned by the trajectory technology is taking us in. You can now buy a child’s potty with an Ipad stand (I’ll try and dump a picture on this blog). I mean is this where we are now? A child has to have a screen constantly in front of their face and we won’t give them a breather from it just to take a shit?  The toy boasts “A wipe clean touch screen cover in case of accidents” well thank god for that. Presumably they are concerned that during a particularly explosive case of diarrhoea that the child could spatter your beloved technology like a scene from a slasher film. There is even a potty training app, which you can download (if you pardon the expression).

Making memories

Recently I went to a concert, a metal concert, a high energy sweatfest at Rock City in Nottingham, to see the fantastic Queens of the Stone Age. They were brilliant, close up, giving their all and it was an amazing night. I was however slightly troubled by the amount of people who were filming the concert and watching it simultaneously through a tiny screen. What is the purpose of this, why would you ever watch this back. You have a brain and a face and you are able to remember, that’s what makes the human being so incredible. You can make memories, associating good times with sounds, smells or defining moments. How can you substitute all that for an experience through a mobile phone. Who is watching this footage back? The sound is terrible and your camera work will be worse than a clip from “you’ve been framed”. It’s baffling. It’s like we have to record things continually, in some sort of virtual scrapbook. Art galleries throw up the worst offenders. Works of art that have taken years to paint, beautiful brush work, incredible feats of skill and dexterity and you’ve reduced it all to the click of a camera phone. It’s like an SAS manoeuvre, “click and move, click and move, now to the café go go!”

Social Media and Stress

I heard recently on Radio 4 (where I get most of my facts) that we have a growing problem with stress and anxiety on our society. More people are on antidepressants and seeking counselling for stress related illnesses. One of the main contributory factors is the dominance of social media. Scroll through your Facebook timeline and you’ll see family bereavements, opinions on world politics, victims of war, often including dead children, stories about cancer and other life threatening diseases. All interspersed with adverts for clothing, movies and pictures of your mate Daves ‘cheese soufflé. We can’t process all this, our brains can’t cope, particularly when we feel like we can’t solve most of these problems. The world is a miserable place; people are dying, what’s the point? and I can’t even make a bloody soufflé!

All this stuff rushes into our lives unchecked and it’s difficult to stem the flow. It’s good to be informed, of course it is, we can’t live like hermits, but I think I have to regulate the frequency I expose my brain to all this information. I am an anxious person, I have had moments of depression in my past and I’m a committed show off with a platform from which to spout my opinions, jokes and ill thought out ideas; it’s a potentially toxic mix.  

Final Thoughts

So where do we go from here? Social media is here to stay and the fact that I am writing all this on my own blog as an irony I am well aware of. Even the older generation, my mum and dad have felt the need to move with times and embrace social media. My dad has been on Facebook for nearly a year now, admittedly in all that time he has only “liked Lidl”, but it’s a start. I know that I need to ration my use of it, like drinking and eating, moderation is the key. My wife and I have employed a “one screen rule” in the front room. If the television is on, get off your phone, you can’t do both. We have also decided to leave the phones out of the bedroom. It’s hard to maintain a level of romance in a relationship when one of you has their face lit up like a shit ET in the candlelight, “sorry love I’ll be right with you, I just have to have a look at what Twitter is saying about tonight’s pottery showdown otherwise I can’t relax.

I think that’s why I loved reading with my daughter last night. It can’t be rivalled by any interaction on social media; human contact will always win through. It’s wonderfully relaxing and I cherish every special moment of it.

Having said that I am considering getting her a Kindle.

Word up, I’m the Yorkshire rapper Mr B

I love a bargain by one get one free!

Respect to the Services what can I say?

A beacon of hope on the motorway

Just take the slip road and you’ll see

Another world of possibility

I’m laying this down, listen to my flow

Respect to Roadchef and M&S moto

Grab a Ginsters from the fridge

Want a Starbucks? It’s over the bridge

I don’t do junk food, it ain’t my thing

I avoid McDonald’s and Burger King

I would rather pay through the nose

For a pasta salad from Waitrose

I’m a road comic it’s a way of life

I spend more time at Costa than with my wife

I’m the comedy courier, you know me

Listen to my rhymes it’s all in the delivery

I hate the truckstop

It’s dark and scary

Full of big men who are weird and hairy

But they sleep in the cabs

They don’t bother me,

With their flasks of coffee and pornography

The services are always there

You can even chill in the massage chair

But don’t get too comfy because they’ll only allow us

A quick pit stop, maximum stay two hours

Open late at night and when the day is dawning

But who plays a fruit machine at two in the morning?

For most of us the visit is brief

You’ve been holding it in for miles, what a relief!

I’ve had a poo in Knutsford,

A wee in Trowell,

At Watford I nicked a paper Towel

So big up the services,

It’s plain to see,

I love you man,

You’re always there for me.

The Soda Stream

Category - Product

The Soda Stream has always been a product that has left me baffled, I am still surprised that anyone would have wanted to make their own fizzy pop. Maybe those marketing executives at Soda Stream failed to notice the world wide dominance of brands like Coca Cola and Sprite:

"You can buy a can of this for less than 50p John and it takes fantastic"

"You say that mate, but I reckon Alan in his Kitchen in Peterborough can do much better"  

When I was growing up in the early 80's the Soda Stream was massive. I remember my best mate having one, we used to just sit in his kitchen and look at it. It was true that fizzy drinks were relatively more expensive back then and supermarkets didn't knock out their own brand muck so the Soda Stream seemed like a good alternative. Sitting their on the kitchen worktop, it did look like it was from the future. The whole idea was that you take water from the tap, put it into a Soda Stream bottle, pop it into the machine, which contained a gas canister and then push down the button to carbonate the water and "get busy with the fizzy" you could then add flavourings and voila! home made pop! 

This was fine in theory, however in practice it was very different. My mate would always offer me one of his "concoctions" made via a Soda Stream. They were usually flat, lukewarm and tasted like Calpol. It was too much like hard work, its like offering someone a glass of milk and bringing in a cow on a rope, "fancy a glass of wine?" "get yer shoes and socks of then I've got some grapes upstairs in the bath" 

Amazingly the Soda Stream is still in production, focussing on healthier drinks and sparking waters, there have been protests and boycotts of the product over the years. It was controversially headquarted in Mishor in the west bank of Israel, so not only is it a pointless product, its a barrier to peace.